Lazy Star

2011-11-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

Decided to blog before I slp..
Or maybe I can't even get to slp..
Haix.. How should I start..
Me and xiao heng broke up le..
But until now my heart is still pain and I dun think it will recover..
He's the first first first guy that I open my heart to..
He's so different from the other guys that used to be with
But ever since we broke up, his attitude to me is totally different
He no longer care and concern about me..
He just nv talk to me anymore of his things..
Maybe he's starting to hate me le bahx
Haix.. I also dunno how to say..
Whenever I try to make him smile, he just ignore me..
Whenever I take one step forward to him, he take one step back.
Maybe he no longer love me anymore..
Until now, I still wan to try to patch things back..
But is it possible???
I love him deeply... Maybe I love him the wrong way.
He's always joking around with other staff but not me..
Which made me felt left out..
How long will my heart heal from this relationship???
I really dunno.. Dunno at all..

2011-10-21T23:21:00.000+08:00

Decided to blog before I slp today.
This seems to be the only place I can talk to..
Today is a bad day..
Me and xiao heng quarreled..
The reason to that is bcos of my injured leg..
It somehow starts to hurt badly and gets swollen..
I dunno the reason why but I think is bcos of the weather recently..
He keeps asking me to go home today but I didn't wan to go home and rest..
I know he's doing that out of good intention but I didn't wan him to be so tired..
And I dun wan to trouble others..
Maybe he didn't know what I'm thinking bahx..
But other than that, I tried to talk to him but he just said that he wan to go home
Haix.. Hard communicating..
Today I'm so tired.. Didn't went for break..
He didn't let me go break first before gg home
But it's ok lahx.. It's my fate.
Tmr doing full shift..
Just hope that my leg will be gd and let me pass my day smoothly..
That's all I ask for..
Gg to slp now.. Gd night, ppl..
Wish me luck tmr..

2011-10-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

Today I'm very happy...
It's been so long since I'm so happy like today
Mmm.. Today he came to find me after I finish work..
It's totally so surprised.. I nv tot that he'll come to find me..
I'm so touched and so happy..
But I won't be greedy to hope so much that it will happen again..
Actually once in a while makes me cherish it more..
We went to eat char grill bar and I walked him to the bus stop
We chit chat abit and he told me that he dunno whether is he disappointed in me or in himself
He is disappointed in me Liao..
The first thinking in my head when he said that was is it he is disappointed in our relationship?? Is it he's thinking of breaking up with me??
Haix.. Somehow I'm losing confidence that I can keep him by my side..
Although I'm always smiling, it's bcos I dun wan him to feel bored..
Aiyo.. I dunno what I'm writing lahx.. Just hope for the better.. That's all..
I just hope to start a day and end a day with a smile..

2011-09-27T00:29:00.000+08:00

Decided to blog before I slp..
Recently happened alot of things..
Things that made me feel terrible.
But I really want to go back to the past.. To the past when we r always smiling and joking around.. But now it seems hard..
He hardly smile.. I made his smile become 86..
It's all my fault.. I feel so guilty.
He keep saying that it's ok it's nothing between us..
But I really feel that the problem is there..
And it lies with me.. I didn't want things to turn out this way..
I feels that maybe is my attitude when it comes to work..
Haix.. Hard to change but I will change..
Change for the better.. Change for the future..
I'm so lost of confidence..
Can my relationship keep gg?? Or it will have a full stop???
How I wish I can have a hug...
How I wish when I cry there's someone to say it's ok..
How I wish I can slp tonight..
How I wish I could stop crying..
How I wish how I wish..

2011-09-13T03:34:00.000+08:00

Today I send a msg to concern him bcos of the bad weather recently..
Actually didn't expect that he will reply me but seeing that he replied me makes my heart keep smiling.. Maybe he's not that heartless afterall..
Haix.. In the end, I'm the one who give in..
Ppl say in a relationship there must be a person who will always give in..
Somehow is it I'm the one who always give in??
But doesn't matters, as long as he replys me..
He ask me not to cry too much..
But how did he know that I cried..
Mmm.. Is it he put CCTV in my room??
Lolx.. Haix.. Sometimes I wonder that could we go back to the past??
Although today he replied my msg but he didn't say the 3 words that I want to hear..
Will I ever hear the 3 words again??
Now the time is 3.30am..
I wonder if I can get to slp today..
Night night

2011-09-11T18:26:00.000+08:00

Today is just a fucking fucking day..
A day that I just want to scream out loud..
So totally pissed off..
He is my bf, even if I'm angry with him I also can't bear to scold him
But somehow I feel that the feeling that we used to have has changed totally..
It feels that we have already finished the honeymoon period..
Haix.. He is always talking in a manner that he dun care anymore..
He talks sarcastically to me and he didn't even think about how I will feel after listening..
Everytime I wan to tell him how I feels but I scared that it will changes everything..
I'm in a pathetic state now..
Can't scold can't blackface can't say out the words that is already at my mouth..

I know that he is my superior and he's my bf but pls pls pls do not say that bcos u r my superior then u can't make decisions.. I know where my limits r.. He will nv know that how angry and pissed off I was when I heard all those words coming out from his mouth..
I really dunno what to do now..
I guess this is the only place I can say out what i'm feeling inside..
Haix.. Dunno how long this cold war is gg to last..
But just hope it will end ASAP..
Haix.. Not gg to say anymore.. I'm gg to hide inside my pillow and cry..
Cry until I tired then I'll slp..

2011-08-16T23:56:00.000+08:00

I'm here to update
Today we went geylang serai to walk walk
Was quite interesting...
After that he walked me home
On the way home, I asked him whether is he gg to acc me on my bday
His response was work.. I know that he have to work
But I tot maybe he will say after work then acc me or what
Am I expecting abit too much?? :(
My heart totally cracked but I didn't blame him at all
Bcos I know that the outcome will be like that
So I was abit over-reacted..
I know my reaction will make him give in to me
But when he said that he will go, his face looks so forced to go..
His expression tells it all..
Perhaps I'm expecting too much..
I have decided not to celebrate bday..
So this yr maybe I'll spend my bday working again just like last yr..
Bcos nobody rmb my bday.......

2011-08-11T02:00:00.000+08:00

Yipee... Tmr is my off day and his off day too
No idea what to do tmr but gonna slp first..
Wake up le then decide what to do..
Dunno tmr will slp until what time..
Mmm.. Shopping??
Cousin's wedding nxt month
Until now I haven't buy clothing lohx
Dunno what to wear.. Wear dress??
Aiyo.. See first bahx..
Thinking of what to wear also make me headache..
Lolx.. :)
This month gonna spend my money wisely..
Really really gonna stop buying cigg le
I think I buy cigg 1 week 2 times lohx
So chor sia.. Haix..
If let him know that I keep smoking so heavily, he's gg to scold me Liao
Hehe.. Hope he won't find out..
Shhhh!!!! I'm gg to slp le..
Night night.. :)

2011-08-09T00:23:00.000+08:00

Things are back to normal
We r like the past..
But I'm still controlling my temper and trying very hard so that I won't bite me
I saw a mark on his hand that I left after biting
Feel so guilty.. The mark there seems to be telling me that I shouldn't torture him
So it keeps reminding me of what I've done to him
Today is our 5th month.
So fast.. Times flies.. 5 months Liao.
Mmm.. Recently work is fine..
But I dunno what I wan.. Mmm..
Cos if I work morning I cannot wake up
But if I work night, I feel sianz and will start complaining..
Aiyo.. I dunno what I wan

Nxt month is my bday..
Have no plans at all.
Just hope that he will be by my side that's all..
Hope it will come true.. :)
I'm gg to slp now.. Tmr working 8.30am..
Haha.. Hope it will not be busy..
Anyway, happy national day!!!!
Gd night.. :)

2011-08-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

Today I'm feeling so heartbroken
He said that i treat him like a slave.
I didn't know that he feels this way..
After he said that my tears were gg to roll down but I was working with Shida today
The words were really hurting and whenever I think of it, it feels like there is thousand of knife piercing through my heart.
I know that he is tired and he wants to slp but I was just joking at the moment of time
Now I know how he feels, all thks to the joke of mine..
I wasn't trying to torture him, I was just trying to say gd night to him
But he used the word torture...
I won't torture u anymore
U r not my slave... U r free to go..
I can only say that u hurt me deep inside my heart and not letting u feel tortured, I'm willing to let u go...
At first, I tot we will last long but in the end, I have to keep u inside my heart without letting u know that how much I hate to let u go..

2011-08-01T00:50:00.000+08:00

hihi
here to update my blog..
haha.. though sometimes it's rotting..
today he did something that i'm very touched
he came to outlet to acc me to makan before i start my inventory
i know that he's tired but he made a effort to come down
hehehe.. really very touched... thks, my dear dear..

after eating, i went back to store to count stock..
but he helped me to count stock..
very sweet of him.. thks alot.. :)
i think i made him too tired le.. cos his face has the words, i'm very tired liao
haha.. he's sleeping soundly now.. and hope he's having a sweet dream..
he's been transferred to T1 to help out for 1 week
hope he'll come back asap.. cos i miss him.. :)
today he told me that he wan to go swimming, i totally disapprove
cos it's the ghost festival and it's dangerous..
it's for his own gd.. and i'll be very worried lohx..
hehe.. hope he will understand.. i wonder nxt week we got chance to go out tgt anot..
all different shift.. i will be working night shift almost everyday.. sibei sianz de lohx..
no life at all.. haix...

recently i go work, i feel very sianz..
no mood to go work lohx.. i'm always dragging myself to work
is it bcos short of manpower or i'm already tired of this kind of life?? i really dunno too..
i dunno what i wan and dunno wat i wan to do in the future..
i can't see my future and dunno wat r my goals in life..
i wan to study but i dunno wat i shd study...
i'm thinking shd i study event planning or what..
aiyo... dunno lahx.. everyone has their goals in life but not me.. shag..
xiao heng have his plans, he knows what he wants to do in the future
when he talks about his future life, he is always smiling...
but it made me feel that i'm pulling him down.. cos i scared he will feel that i'm a person with no future..
does he feel that way too??? i dunno..
i just wan to be a person who can assist him regardless it's now or in the future
although i dunno how long we can keep this relationship gg but i just wan to help him as much as possible..

tmr working night..
yipee.. can slp till 12 liao..
these few days super tired lohx..
keep yawning and the eyes macam cannot open sia..
haha.. now then i know slp is very important in life sia.. lolx..
gd night to all.. hehe.. :)

2011-07-20T03:23:00.000+08:00

Here to update blog.. Haha..
Now me and him is sweetest ever..
Hope can keep maintaining it like that..
Haha.. Love him lots lots lots..
He's just like a drug to me, addicted to him and can't live without him
Hehe.. Is it too mushy?? Hope he won't see this post
If not I'll be very malu.. Lolx..

Tmr gg out with my muiz muiz
Haha.. But dunno go where.. Maybe is go drink and slack
Lolx.. She's driving.. Yipee.. So long nv sit her car le..
Can't wait for tmr to come
But if tmr is to come then I have to work on the next day..
Lolx.. He's having his off day on Thursday and Friday..
Sianz.. Can't see him for two days
Will miss him lots like I'm missing him lots lots lots now..
I miss his hugs too.. Miss it lots..
I wonder if he feels the same way as I do..
Mmm.. I wonder if he'll come down to find me if he's having his off day
Somehow I doubt so.. Cos he's a busy man.. Lolx..
But I still hope he will come.. So we shall see.. Haha..

2011-07-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

Today we quarreled again..
And this time he just walk away without saying anything
It's his limit. I guess
It's not that I want to lost temper on him.
It's that he dun wan to respond to me when I talk to him
Why is this happening??
I know that maybe to him it's a joke but to me, it's something that I'm particular about
I really dun like ppl ignoring me..
Really dun like at all
But he dun understand that
Haix. I dunno how long this will last but I just wish to end this
Sianz. Always quarrellibg with each other
So tired Liao
What shd I do?? What shd I do??

He must be sianz too, I think..
Tmr have to work... Work work work..
Now I just wan to concentrate on my job..
As for the other stuff, wait till I have the energy to think about it caii say bahx
Tmr gonna meet don before gg to work
He say he wan to buy screen protector
So I acc him to buy first before gg to work
Tired..

2011-06-29T00:24:00.000+08:00

Today I'm feeling super emo
Actually it's just a joke that I'm angry with him
But somehow it turns out to be us quarreling.
Ever since we started arguing, I always feel that it's my fault
I know u r a human not a robot
But can't u just give in to me..
Just once.. Let me be a child
Let me let out my temper
I know I might be ridiculous
But what can I do? This is just me
I can't control

The post at ur fb hurts me deeply
I'm always crying when we quarrel..
Crying non stop. How to stop??
I really dunno..

2011-06-22T20:16:00.000+08:00

I'm back to work..
Feeling damn tired..
Finally finish work le.
Having headache now..
Today he lose his temper, I think
Dunno for what reason
Is it bcos of me? I dunno..

But after he lose his temper, I also got fed up
I also dunno why
Just feel like losing my temper lahx
But at that point of time, I had the intention to just end the relationship
Is it bcos i'm thinking too much
I seriously dunno..
I just feel like gg back to the past..
How can I do it??
Does he feel the same as well??
I just dunno what the hell is gg on
I'm tired and just wanna cry out..

2011-06-21T01:46:00.000+08:00

Here to blog again
Yesterday, today and tmr is my off day
Haha.. Off for 3 days..
Shiok.. Although shiok but rotting at home

Today I went out with my xiao heng
Hehe.. Was with him the whole day..
We went to watch movie..
Watched mr poppers penguins
Mmm.. Quite funny
But dunno he like the movie anot
Cos I didn't ask him
Hehe.. We bought earrings and went around for window shopping
The feeling was quite gd
Hehe.. But I know that this kind of chances dun come easy
Bcos we seldom have same off day..
So I'll cherish it alot

Yawns.. I'm starting to feel tired
Feel like sleeping le bahx
Hope tmr I will not be bored
Lolx.. Nights.. 

2011-06-19T01:41:00.000+08:00

today i lose my temper to him for no reason
haix.. although feeling guilty but when i see him laughing and being happy with other girls
my heart had a heart break sound
why is it happening??
is it bcos i'm too in love with him le..
he's a gd tempered guy and i dun wanna lose him
but i can't do anything about my temper
i tried to change but somehow it's too hard to control
haix.. i just hope nth will change bahx..

i'm feeling so so so tired..
i worked from 10.30am to 10.30pm lohx
my eyes keep on want to close
but when i think that what is gg on between me and him, i just couldn't slp
haix.. crazy me..
today didn't say gd night to him
i feel so sad and heartbroken when i didn't say..
haix.. sometimes he just dunno that i'm sad
he just dunno that i just need him to smile at me
but i still love him
i love his smell
i love the way he always smile at me
but how long can this last??
i wish it is for forever.. i wish..

today ah keng was scolding me about how i treated xiao heng
he said i was too much
i told him that bcos he was laughing happily with other colleagues
but ah keng said i dun have to give xiao heng a cold shoulder
haix.. i always have the guilty feeling
i always regret getting angry with u
i always regret saying things out that i didn't mean to say
i always do the wrong things that made u unhappy
aiyo.. stupid me to keep doing wrong things
anyway, i hope tmr will be a better day
i miss his hugs alot
how i wish i can hug him now or even listen to his voice..
but he's sleeping now.. so i think it's impossible..
so nevermind.
gd night, my xiao heng..
this is my gd night to u..

2011-06-16T23:56:00.000+08:00

Here to blog again ~~~
today i'm feeling freaking tired lahx..
my eyes are shutting down every moment when i daze into the air..
lolx.. :p
these few days, i have been very happy
bcos he's there for me..
although sometimes he is quite a blockhead but when he says something sweet, i feel very touched..
mmm.. dunno whether is it bcos i'm half crazy or what..
he's a caring person.. he observe and he knows what i want..
but sometimes when i try to hint him to go out with me, he just dun get the point..
lolx.. that's quite irritating lohx..
cos i just dunno how to ask a guy out so i try to hint him..
but he just dun get the point.. so at the times, i get embarrassed when he dun get what i say..

i just love the way he is
but when i start to be alone, my mind will start to ttm
like now, i'm thinking that am i too stupid for him???
bcos he's clever and he has plans for the future..
he knows what kind of lifestyle he wants but for me, i totally dunno what i want
i dunno whether am i burden for him..
so let's say that if in the future, he's gg to study and he needs someone who can ask or what
seriously speaking, i'm in no help.. then i'll feel useless..
lolx.. so frankly speaking, i hope i can be someone who i can assist him..
:) i'm planning to go study but haven't decided on what course..
haha.. it's time to study and change my life
i'll go less clubbing, less smoking and less playful..
anyway, i'll start to plan slowly..

yawns.. tired tired
tmr working 1.30pm
haha.. OT OT again~~~
yipee. i'm so so so broke this month..
dunno where the hell all my money went to..
gosh.. save me, pls..
i'm gg to sell my body to earn money liao.. lolx.. just kidding..
haha.. i'm gonna save save save..
eat cup noodles and maggi everyday till pay day..
JIAYOU, PRIS!!!! U CAN DO IT!!!!
nights... update another day..

2011-06-14T03:22:00.001+08:00

today i'm in a gd mood
:) xiao heng came to outlet and my mood came back
maybe is bcos i miss him too much and i'm too paranoid..
i keep venting my anger at him
i feel guilty towards him when i have cooled down
he always make me have this kind of feeling.. the guilty feeling..
i hope i can change and hope he can endure bahx..

he wore the shirt that i bought for him
i'm really very happy that he's wearing it..
i was still worrying that he will throw it away lohx
:) happy (:
hey.. i know that u will be reading my blog..
so i want to tell u something
i love u lots and miss u lots..
thks for the endurance towards me
i know that sometimes i'm childish, unreasonable and lose my temper
but everytime after losing my temper or what, i really feel very guilty
i will start thinking that i didn't even think about how u feel..
which made me feel that i'm very selfish
i wanna say sry to u, i'm sry for being so bad towards u..
i shd spare a though for u..
although i dunno how long i will take to change my temper
i hope i will control it.. it's always my temper problem that makes me ttm
i'm always protecting myself not to get hurt in relationship
bcos u know about what happen btw me and ming and derrick, right??
but can i believe that u won't hurt me like the way they did??
can i??
dunno when u will see this post

mmm.. what shd i do for my off day??
cycling?? sleeping??

no idea at all.. i slp first

the moment i see words, i keep yawning..

next monday, me and xiao heng off tgt..

he promised me to go watch movie de..

dunno by then, he will still rmb anot..

lolxx.. aiya.. my eyes closing, my mouth keep opening to yawn le..

i want go slp le.. :)

night night..

i love him lots lots lots

hope our love last long.. :p

2011-06-13T00:59:00.000+08:00

today i'm feeling super tired
everything seems to be not right for me
i can't stop to ttm..
can't find someone to talk to..
nobody is answering my call
but i myself also dunno what is wrong with me
i feel insecure
i dun feel happy
i feel moody
i just feel like listening to sad songs and cry..

i also appear happy infront of others..
but nobody know that inside me is a sad and totally unhappy pricillia
sometimes when i need him by my side, i also dun dare to tell him
i scared that i'm always tieing him down
he said before that he needs some personal time alone
actually whenever i want to look for him, i will think of him saying that..
haix.. i think i'm gg to break down..
this is the only space that i have to say my feelings..

i have to learn to be independent
can't rely on him too much..
cos if i'm relying on him too much, when we break up i really will go crazy
if only he is beside me now.. tonight is the night that i really feeling like crying non stop
i feel like hugging him.. i miss him
but i can't tell him that i miss him, he's not picking up the phone
i start to feel insecure
i feel so useless
i hope i can use a penknife and cut my wrist now
i want to get out of the world...........
if only i can...................

tmr working 1.30pm..
hope i can have a happy day..
i wan to live happily, can i????

2011-06-10T09:46:00.000+08:00

Now sitting at maju camp canteen with my mum
Eating and waiting for the orientation
Woke up at 7am to send my bro to the camp
Later working at 2.30pm
Sianz.. Dunno got energy to work anot..
But I can't wait for night time to come..
Faster come faster come... :)

2011-06-09T11:59:00.000+08:00

Today working 1.30pm.
Actually is 12.30pm but Shida ask me to work 1.30pm
Haha.. At least can slp longer..
Later gg to popular to buy stationary stuff for outlet use
And buy mcd for Farain
Haha..

Today is Thursday..
Tmr is Friday..I can't wait to see him
Hope he can come out tmr
Today work night.. Lolx..
I'm gg to bath now and prepare for work le..
Update again tonight or when i'm free..
Ciao!!! :)

2011-06-09T00:15:00.000+08:00

Was feeling super hungry just now
But my bro cooked Maggie for me..
Haha.. Felt like a queen at home..
The Maggie was delicious!!
Dunno whether is it bcos I'm hungry then I will feel that the Maggi is delicious..

Xiao heng called me just now..
Hehe.. His voice makes me miss him even more
:) on the 8 is our 3 months..
I'm very happy and touched that he still rmb..
Tmr I'm working 12.30pm.
Almost everyday I got ot lohx..
Haha.. I'm gg to wash the plates le
Cos my bro say he cook and I wash the plates
So I'm gg to wash plates now..
Good bye.. And gd night.. 

2011-06-08T15:58:00.000+08:00

Finally is break time...
So so hungry lohx..
Today I ate orange chicken and a slice Of choc banana cake
Haha.. I'm feeling so full now..
Today as usual, I didn't smoke..
I wonder if xiao heng got smoke abot

Today he didn't call me..
Sianz.. He dunno that I'm waiting for his call de mehx??
Not even 1 SMS from him
But ytd he told me that he'll be busy today
So I think he's busy bahx..
I must think positively.. Dun ttm..
So tired.. Feel like sleeping after a full stomach
Haha.. I shall go for a nap before gg out to work
Bye bye.. :)

2011-06-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

I'm back from my shopping today at far east and bugis with mary
haha.. i bought so many things today..
i bought 1 heels 1 shoe, 1 tee shirt for xiao heng, 1 sling bag and eyelash glue etc..
dunno how much i spend le..
until now, he didn't call me.. did he fall asleep??
his last call was at 7plus when i was eating with mary
he said he will sms me de, feeling damn sad when i didn't receive a sms or call from him
maybe he's busy bahx... i think so...

tmr is working 11.30am to 10.30pm
it will be a long long day bahx..
i wonder i work closing with who..
macky is not around from tmr till nxt week..
it will be a boring day, nobody make fun of me and nobody to joke with me
sianz..
hehe.. today i nv smoke at all.
cool sia.. very soon.. i will be living in a smoke free world...

the shirt that i bought for him.. hope he will like it.. :)

2011-06-07T15:47:00.000+08:00

Now I'm on the way to meet my cousin at far east.
Haha.. Using iPhone now to blog..
The feeling is quite cool lahx..
Nxt time I can use iPhone to blog le.. Hehe..
But the font here and the colour of the font is super ugly lahx..
Anyway, nevermind. Nobody will see..

Today I'm gg to shop..
Wondering whether will I buy anything I like today.
I miss my xiao heng but today is tuesday..
Very fast very fast, the days of waiting will pass..
I will wait till the day come..
I miss his voice now..

2011-06-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day he went back for reservist

Somehow i miss him alot alot.. Really alot..

No mood to work and i miss his smile and the way he always style his hair infront of the mirror

Just finished talking to him on the phone.. He's gg to slp soon

Today I'm so tired too..

I was almost late for work cos i wake up 7.15am

Couldn't fall asleep last night, didn't know why lohx

But now i got the mood to slp le..

My eyes are gg to shut down soon..

Tmr is my off day, i can slp until dunno what time le..

This week will be a tiring week..

Cos macky and xiao heng is not around.

So i have to endure... JIAYOU~~~

I'm gonna keep updating my blog..

I think my blog rots like hell le.

i can update my blog while waiting for the 7 days or shd i say 6 days le??

anyway, another 6 or 7 days, he'll book out~~~ yipee!!!!

i'm counting down to the days that u r coming back~~

2010-10-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

tmr working night... haha..
so long nv work night le..
finally i wake up abit later.. haha.
so tired.. :(
i wan to go watch movie..
feel like watching the yang chen ling's movie..
haha.. but dunno when free lohx..
i promise my colleagues that i will watch with them..
but all of our schedule are different..
let's hope that we will squeeze out some time to watch a movie tgt bahx..

i hope my heart can be harden so that i won't give in to u..

2010-10-14T23:51:00.002+08:00

today went to attend course at HQ.
the course is interact with guest..
saw a video clip and find it interesting.. :)
it's a 2 days course.. so i'm gg again tmr.. haha...
got to slp..
tmr have to wake up early..
nite.. :)

2010-10-11T21:31:00.000+08:00

AARGGHH!!!
just came back from shopping..
this week i'm having 2 off days
haha.. :) so happy.. today went shopping with mary..
tmr i'm gg to meet my favourite auntie sally..
i'm gg to see how's the working environment at sengkang if i have decided to work there..
haha.. i got to change a new working environment..
too boring staying at a same place..

my leg is so so so so tired after walking the whole day..
i think is bcos i wear high heel..
m leg just recovered i jiu wear high heel..
i think i'm really crazy bahx.. :)
but no shoe to wear le.. bo bian.. :)

so gd to go shopping on my off day~~

2010-10-07T12:16:00.000+08:00

here i am again...
to update my rotting blog.. :)
i just saw wei jun's comment..
he commented on august but i just saw it now..
actually, i dunno whether i'm still angry with him or what..
but when i think of the photo with him and another girl, i just can't stop getting sad..
but since it has passed for a long time..
i think i have already forgiven him..

i have already started working...
work work work..
today is my off day..
i'm gg bugis with shanna and xingyu..
hahaha.. shanna want to go shopping..
although my leg haven fully recovered..
but i think shouldn't be a problem when i walk..
hehehe.. i can't stop thinking of shopping.. :)
meeting her at 2pm..
hope i won't be late.. :)

i want to be a happy girl~~~

2010-06-10T00:47:00.001+08:00

yesterday NEA came to outlet~~

i was caught cutting mango with bare hands lohx

haix. i was so worried that i will kana scolding or what

but luckily it was just verbal warning..

today went for course at suntec

after course jiu went back outlet..

haha. did kitchen with ming

although didnt really help but i observe him do,

but but he do kitchen so handsome~~

or should i say that i like to look at him work..

aiyo. dont talk about him le.

talk about him jiu start to miss him le,

haha. :)

2010-06-03T01:12:00.000+08:00

hihi.

i'm finally here again to update my rotting blog

just came back from work

today working night..

today came a new full time staff

actually quite happy tat got staff come

but slowly teach bahx

we are gg to change the menu tmr

quite excited!! alot alot of new things coming le

haha. can eat alot of new food too~~

actually just now went to eat supper with chun ming

he treat me eat lohx. so nice of him~~

sometimes i feel tat he's really gd to me

but there's a feeling tat he will only talk to me when he's in good mood or wat

we hold hands, we hug each other, we kiss~~

we are just like other couple. or shd i say that we are actually a couple??

but somehow i feel that there's still someone else inside his heart

i've been thinking how hard must i try to let him stop this feeling

but he told him that i'm the only one he love now~~

can i believe him??

my part timer joanna once told me that all this ppl does not belong to us

when they go back to their country, they will feel that that person is more suitable for them and not us

i really feel that what she said is really reallly true!!

i feel that joanna and i has alot of common topics.

felt that she is the only one who understands how i feel.

i'm happy to have her as my part timer!! :)

i miss him again~~

2010-03-17T12:49:00.000+08:00

just finish bathing
gonna prepare to go work le
hope won't be late cos i work 1.30pm
haha. tonight will be me, chiew fung, vaness and ming work night
shd be quite a fun night

actually have been feeling tat me and wei jun there's a distance between us le
is it bcos he's been borrowing money from me??
actually i dun dun dun like tat feeling tat he's borrowing money from me
i can understand tat he dun have money
but can he pls not go out with his friend if he dun have money
aiya. i dun know wat he's thinking about
let nature take course bahx

2010-03-09T01:48:00.000+08:00

tmr is my off day
wat shd i do for my off day.
i also dunno wat to do lahx.
sianz. shd i slack at home or go meet baobei??
i also dunno lehx
no more money le.
haha. shd start my maggi life again
but eat maggi really can save alot. haha.
these few days, i keep on mc
cos of my sore eyes.
shida say tat sore eyes shd not work cos the disease will spread around
haha. dunno real anot.
have been smoking very heavily these few days
feeling stressed again
i think my cigarette now is 3days 1 packet bahx
haha. but baobei dun like me to smoke
i'll try to smoke less bahx. but i only try nia. :) hehe. dun let him know
cos outlet always have cigarette to smoke and ah tan always supply me some cigarette too,
muahaha. :)

baobei is having his exam today
wish him luck bahx
and i promise him to give him morning call at 8am
look at the time lohx.
it's already 1.30am
but i dun feel like sleeping
actually alot of things bothering me.
it's just tat i dunno how to say out
or i just can say to the blog??
i really dunno. if u like a person will you like his money more than the person??
if one day, someone ask me this question, i will answer, i will love the person more than his money
but i hope tat the person i love is not with me bcos of my money too,
i hope tat the person won't be like ming
i really really hope tat won't happen to me anymore
I FUCKING HATE THAT FEELING!!!

now me and ming is just like nothing
feels like we are strangers even though we are colleagues
we don't talk at all at work
we don't look at each other
we don't concern about each other
we just won't talk to each other
i dunno why this happen
i though maybe we could still be friends
but i think if everythings remains like this, would be better
cos i'm really scared tat my feelings for him will come back.
i dun wan to hurt wei jun.
i really dun want to hurt him
he is a nice guy. although he always left me behind when he is walking but i dun like the feeling
aiya. i dun wan to think too much lahx.
just let nature take it's course bahx
hope we will have a happy ending bahx. :)

2010-02-18T20:47:00.000+08:00

hello to all livings!!
haha. here to update
now i'm having spring cleaning lohx
ppl must be thinking tat why i am doing spring cleaning
bcos my room is messy again lahx.
my bro everyday come into my room to use computer
but he nv keep clean lo
haix. have to clean up
haha. anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR to all.
i wan ang bao. all the ang bao come to my pocket bahx

for the whole CNY, i have been working non stop
bcos my outlet is open everyday
haha. but i still went visiting to friend's home to bai nian
i went to baobei's house to bai nian
his house got dog lohx
i'm so scared at first. but slowly jiu not scared le.
when he see u, he'll bark non stop
but slowly he'll keep sticking to u. he's quite cute actually
his name is thunder and he really bark like thunder!!
baobei's parents are very good to me.
they are friendly and they gave me ang bao
so sweet of them sia. :)
i'll surely go to their house again to disturb them if they dun mind. haha

i went to pao chern's house as well.
recently not feeling well sia.
had sore throat and kept sneezing!!
hate the feeling. hope to recover soon bahx
this sunday my mum is gg to open a small family gathering
baobei said tat he'll come over but not so early
hope he's not bluffing me lohx
if not i'll be disappointed. :)
tmr i'm gg to sally's house to gamble!!
yipee!! haven't been gambling le lohx
i wanna gamble so so much!!
but i'm not addicted to gamble lahx
it's just tat always CNY, we will gamble. haha
but but but these few days, i keep on wanna smoke
am i addicted?? hope not
baobei say tat he dun like me to smoke
okok. i'll try my very best not to think of it.
aiya. dun talk le lahx
i want to pack up my room le. :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2010-02-02T04:05:00.000+08:00

just came back from east coast park
haha. went out with mary, ah kiat and tiger
actually today after work, i met them for supper at around siglap there
after tat they wanted to go east coast park
i jiu tag along
haha. mary drank beer but i didnt
cos dun feel like drinking
we played cards there
haha. but i kena alot of the mosquito bites
i think all the mosquito love me so much lo
keep biting me lohx
grrr. angry de
haha. wei jun drop me a msg just now when i was eating
but when i reply him, he didnt reply le.
haix. i think he fall asleep on his bed le bahx
anyway, i wan to slp le
tmr i work 1.30pm
nite nite. :)
yawn!!!!

i wan to buy LG LOLLIPOP!!!

whoever buy for me, i'll marry the person!!!!

2010-02-01T02:37:00.001+08:00

blogging again
today met wei jun
haha. he really came parkway lo
but then he's not alone lahx
actually quite sad tat he's not alone
cos i tot tat we can be together alone mahx
he came with his friends lo
haix. but my thinking is abit too selfish le bahx
maybe i shd accept his friends or wat bahx

anyway after meeting wei jun
i went to meet tiger and mary
haha. mary saw wei jun lo
she say he's so skinny and tall sia.
haha.... but perhaps find oneday me, wei jun and mary go out tgt bahx
but dunno muz wait until when. :)
just finish watching my show
gonna watch another show tmr bahx
nite nite. :)

2010-01-31T03:52:00.000+08:00

hello
here to blog le
look at the time now
haha. i'm still not sleeping lohx
but gg to slp le lahx
getting tired le. :)

today wei jun called me when me and mary is having nasi lemak
haha. he said he'll be coming down to find me tmr.
dunno is real anot lohx
but inside my heart is quite happy. :)
hope it's real lahx
but but but let's see how it goes lohx
maybe is bluff me or wat. bleahx

me and ming is fine le
i think he have found a better or a more suitable girl for himself
though we have to see each other everyday due to work
but sometimes i'm realli scared tat my feeling for him will come back again
i dun wan to go back to the old me
i realli wan to cherish wat i have now
i should be satisfied. i really should
actually i dun ask for more,
i just hope tat my bf will contact me more and send me a gd morning or gd night msg everyday.
is tat abit too much to ask for??
i just hope tat everything will turn out fine
anyway, i wish chun ming ming will be fine without me
and i realli loved him alot alot before
although we are friends now, but i'll still be there for u. :)

as for wei jun,
i love him
he's all i have now.
haha. better not let him know
if not he'll become proud sia. :) lolx
so hope he won't have empty promises bahx.
love you. :) muackx. muackx.
hope to receive a gd morning and gd night msg from u everyday.
can i?? :)

yawn yawn.
sleepy le. nite nite. :)

2010-01-28T12:32:00.000+08:00

hihi
so long nv blog le
bcos dunno wat to write or wat blog
just came to announce something!!!
i felt tat me and ming has already ended
we haven been talking for the past few days
although i dunno wat is the reason which made us has not been talking but i feel tat the feeling has been different from the past
and now i'm together with another guy le
he is a singaporean
he's my secondary school friend
haix. i dunno whether is it right to be with him
i haven told him about me and ming
actually me and ming haven break up
both of us didnt say out the break up thing
is it considered as a silent break up??
i realli dunno. haix.
it's difficult. it's difficult for me to choose
but wei jun really treat me very gd.
how should i choose??
i need time to think. give me some time

how am i suppose to choose between u and him??

2009-12-19T00:58:00.000+08:00

long time since blogging
many many things happen
felt tat our relationship between me and him is always on the rock
he's always hot and cold
i'm tired of all this
i wanna stop. but my heart is thinking of him
why am i so useless
or i should divert my attention to other guys??
wat is the right way??

my dad is nt doing good
realli nt good. i hope he can pull over tis stage
i really hope!! felt guilty when he said he miss me
i'm really sorry, dad
i'll treasure u forever
normally ppl say tat u'll only start treasuring when u are about to lose.
is it real?? i dun wanna know the truth
anyway, i just know tat dad is too important for me to lose
as for ming, i have decided to nt care about him
since he's so hack care, then i also hack care
i dun have so much energy to care about him le.
i have my dad and my job to stress and worry about
i dun wan to care so much about him le.
even if he's late for work or wat, i just continue doing my thing
just dun care, i can do it, right?

jiayou, priscillia!!

when i ask u do u love me,

the response tat i get from u is silence

tat's the end

2009-12-07T23:42:00.000+08:00

firstly, i'm sick
and today is my off day lohx
i think i have to wait till nxt week caii can off
sianz sianz sianz
the tap in my nose seems like spoil le.
the water keeps flowing out lohx
and i think there's feather in my nose
i keep sneezing lahx
i keep coughing and sneezing
haix. sick is a terrible thing

just now went to tampines to do eyelash touch up
cecilia did it free for me
so sweet of her!!! :)
after tat met adelynn for dinner at siglap de xing wang
haha. i treat her eat
it's ok to treat her. once in a while
haha. after tat went to meet baobei
sent him to the bus stop and i go home
haha. tat's how i spend my off day
hope by tmr, my sick will recover if nt sally will cancel all of my ot!
so i better recover soon!!!!

i'm sick. i'm sick!!!!

2009-12-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

whole body aching
pain pain pain
tmr working 9am. haha. tired
finally our relationship is considered stable bahx
i'm nt sure whether is it i think too much
or he's too playful
haix. i dunno wat i'm typing. i'm too tired.
nite. gt to slp le. upload some songs
so long nv go sing k le.
i miss my k sessions with my friends!!!!
miss them lohx

i wanna hug u so much!!!

2009-11-26T22:54:00.000+08:00

ouch!! whole body aching lohx
pain lahx. tmr is public holiday.
dunno whether will busy anot.
haix. i'll be working night, so i can wake up late.
haha. but wanna buy breakfast eat tmr.
feel like eating mac de breakfast
oh my gd lahx. i think i have been putting on weight!!
i dun wan to become fat
help help help~~

ur smile to me makes my day colourful!! i love ya. :)

2009-11-24T01:11:00.002+08:00

i'm so tired
so so tired
today work 10.30am to 10.30pm
tmr also working 10.30am to 10.30pm
but luckily i having my off day on wednesday
my baobei having his off day tmr lohx
sad. cant see him tmr. haix
so i'm gonna wait for him on wednesday so tat i can see him
hahaha. my eyes are shutting down but i wanna watch finish my show lahx
today at outlet so sianz lohx
sianz sianz sianz
haha. i dunno wat to write le.
my mind is blank. i just know tat i want to slp le
so gd nite lahx

i'm so emotionally and physically tired!!!

2009-11-22T01:38:00.001+08:00

today someone taught me tat everyone has a mask on their face
and why do everyone need a mask on their face??
i realli dunno is it bcos with a mask on their face, they can easily hurt a person's feeling without even thinking?
i realli dunno!! and who can i find the answer from??
i dun understand the things tat u wan to tell me
i dun understand wat's wrong to be friends with adelynn
i dun understand why u can say all those words to me
or is it i hear wrongly?? just wat is the problem??
i dun give a damn whether u are angry anot
but i just feel tat i work so hard for the company and this is wat i get in the end
i'm starting to give up
i might go and find a better job
now i know why the ppl who started out at this outlet will leave le
i realli understand
and all of them leave with a broken heart, a heart tat has already given up on DOME
although my dream is to be a manager but i dun think tat DOME is the only FNB company
i'm still young. i can have many chances
so let me think about it.
today i learnt tat how scary is dome ppl
i'm realli disappointed. i'll treat all of u as my colleagues only
other than working hours, we are just strangers!!
but for baobei, i realli dunno. i cant bear to leave him there.
i heard too much rumors about him.
my assistant manager told me tat he's the one who told her everything tat happen to adelynn
so i dunno whether i shd continue to believe him anot
wat shd i do?? my mind is so confused
but the feelings for him is still there.
i dun wanna think too much. i feel tat everyone there is so fake
haix. so just let nature take its course.

disappointed in the ppl there.

2009-11-21T00:36:00.000+08:00

aiyo. so tired lahx
i just finish watching all my drama. haha. and just finish eating
so full and so tired.
feel like sleeping lohx
but heard from ppl say tat if u slp once u finish eating will grow fat easily
haha. i scared i will grow fat sia.
haix. today nt so gd. been easily frustrated this few days.
i just dun understand why he just believe other ppl de words so easily
why he just cant believe me??
after all i have done for him, but tis is wat i get from him
in the end, i didnt get his trustness.
he just dunno how sad i am to hear when he said tat someone told me tat i was holding hand in the kitchen with ah tan
i realli didnt do anything unfaithful to him
i just hope tat he wun hear any of the rubbish tat others tell him
haix. but watever lahx
i'm starting to give up this guy who has so little trust in me
maybe this is the way tat i'll give up on u.
so keep up the gd work. continue to give me the cold shoulder
i'll slowly give up on u. i bet i will.

so anyway, perhaps gg to give adelynn a farewell party on sunday
might be gg to tampines de popeye.
haha. but still cant confirm who's gg.
so we'll see about it. :)
last few days, i chat with rong kun on msn.
heard from him tat he went for a surgery
it's a lung surgery lohx
i was freaking shocked when he said lohx
haha. but he said tat he's ok le.
so anyway, just takecare of urself
i dun wanna see anything happen to u. anyway, miss u lots too.
tmr will be working 1.30pm
haha. can wake up late tmr.

pls dun give me a cold shoulder when i talk to u

pls dun let my love turn into hatred

pls dun say tat u dun trust me at all

pls pls pls..........................

2009-11-20T01:38:00.000+08:00

yawn yawn
haha. just finished playing my facebook de game
but gg to bed le. :)
so tired. tmr working 10.30am to 10.30pm lohx
today i bought a christmas cd but it's damn bored lahx
the cd is nt nice at all
i regret buying. almost everyone in the outlet want to slp when they listen lohx
haix. i has bad taste lohx. sad
but nvm. i went to search at my house whether gt christmas cd
i found only 1 christmas cd.
haha. gonna bring to outlet tmr.
hope this cd will be better than the other one.
tired tired tired.
i want to slp le.
nite nite. :)

all i want for christmas is YOU!!!!! TAN CHUN MING

2009-11-19T01:38:00.003+08:00

my off days are up
tmr have to start work
at least i know tat i have spend my off days happily
haha, i'm all fully charged to start working
this few days, i've been happy
monday, i went to find baobei
tuesday, i went to find mary and went to sing k with her and tiger they all
but thanks to the 3 guys who helped us pay for the k and the food
was happy gg out with them
actually the place tat we go sing is called cash studio
we went to the outlet at bedok
i sang many many songs!!! so so long nv go sing song le lohx.
so i sang like crazy tat day. haha.
nxt time i'm gonna sing k with my muiz muiz.
it's quite fun actually. so might go out with them again on another day
on wednesday, i spend my time at home
haha. cos it's raining outside so i didnt want to get myself wet in the rain
actually planned to go find cheryl
but afraid tat when i go ion, she will not be around jiu didnt went le.
haha, tmr will be working 12.30pm if i didnt see wrong
i have to be very focus in work
felt tat sally has high hopes on me so i cant disappoint her.
although it's quite stress!!!
jiayou, priscillia chai!!
miss my baobei, he's having his off day tmr. sad lahx
tmr have to wake up 10.30am
i have to leave home early cos i got to go buy staples bullets for outlet and a christmas cd
haha. christmas is coming. quite excited
but tat means a brand new year is coming, :)
hope nxt yr is a better yr. i gonna watch my show before i go to bed.
bye!!! :)

my life would suck without u!! :)

2009-11-17T13:37:00.001+08:00

just reached home.
yawn yawn
went out the whole night.
haha. but going to tampines later to find mary ho!!
i'm gonna touch up my eyelash
feels tat my eyelash is dropping down le.
tsk. don't like tat feeling.
i'm meeting mary at 4.30pm
so i'm gonna take a nap first.
yawn yawn. hopefully i can wake up later

i'm still have 1more day.
haha. i'm thinking of how to spend my off day.
how shd i spend?? perhaps go find cheryl.
or maybe go find muiz muiz or aggy
let me think first. hahahahahaha.

i like being hugged by u. i love you. :)

2009-11-16T01:13:00.000+08:00

hihi to all
today we decorated the outlet due to christmas is coming
remember tat last yr was cheryl they all decorate de
but tis yr is sally, me, vanessa and adelynn they all decorate
didnt expect tat just 1yr can change so many things lahx
abit sad lohx

have been thinking of how to decorate lohx
i think until my head wan to burst liao
so so so tired lahx
i'm gg to have a 3day break.
haha. nid a break. if nt dunno when i will faint while working
here are some pictures while decorating!!!

TO MISS OONG YING YING,

I TRIED TO CROP TAT PIC LE. BUT SOMEHOW LOOKS AWKWARD!!

HAHA. BUT AT LEAST WE TOOK SOME PICTURES

I'LL MISS U!! :)

2009-11-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

woke up at around 8.30am today
went to bath but felt tat my stomach was nt feeling very gd
so i tot maybe is i'm hungry or wat
i went out at around 9.45 in the morning.
went to eunos to meet muiz they all
haha. so we head down to the peranakan museum
was quite interesting to know more about the babas and the nyonya
i saw many jewellery and costumes of the peranakans
and it was fun
quite memorable!!!!

but heard from muiz tat there was a stamp museum nearby
haix. was a pity tat cant go and take a look
but it's ok. nxt time perhaps!!
actually wanted to go sing k box with muiz
but didnt expect tat i'll come mense cos it shd be on the 16 caii come
but it came earlier!! i hate it!! GRRR!!

muiz, so sorry!!
i promised u tat we'll go sing k de
but i didnt expect tat i'll come
it's just tat the pain was so pain tat i keep sweating and felt dizzy!
i'm sorry, i promise u tat we'll go sing nxt time
but dun worry, i'll go after i finish my mense, ok??
dun angry!! :( i'm such a lousy sister lahx. haix.

so i went home to rest and received a call from baobei
haha. i'm happy, of cos!!
i asked him why he called. he said he miss me. dunno real anot!!
he was heading for a movie. he's gg to watch 2012, i think.
haha. anyway, miss him lots
actually wanted to go find him. but too pain. so i cant. :( sad

anyway, gg to see him tmr.
i believe everything is gg to be fine, right?? :)

i just cant stop loving you. ily!!

2009-11-13T00:17:00.000+08:00

back to blog again
tmr is my off day
but i'm having the same off day as baobei
but this few days he's very awkward
he just dun talk
i dunno why also
he's very cold towards me
is it bcos he dun love me anymore??
perhaps i shouldn't think too far
so just let it be.
but at least when i sms him, he gt reply
and today he smiled at me lohx
haha. tat's something i shd be happy. hahahaha.

but anyway,
tmr i'll be gg out with muiz they all
muiz ask me to go visit wat peranakan museum
haha. sounds interesting.
so i'm meeting her tmr with xingyu and joanna they all
i'm nt meeting baobei tmr cos he nv ask me out. so bad lohx
haix. wateva. i'm meeting muiz at 10am
so i better slp early so tat i can wake up tmr. gd nite. :)

i still love you no matter wat..

2009-11-06T11:10:00.000+08:00

smsed him good night ytd
but was wondering whether will he reply anot
bcos i smsed him a few times but there was no response from him
but but but he replied ytd night
haha. was happy!! i think i even smile in my dream
tmr he'll be coming back to work
he's working the night shift
same as me!! but but me and him will be working with sally
haix. that's something sad lahx
but it's ok. at least we still have alot of time together.
tat's wat i know. haha.

with u by my side, i'm not afraid of anything!!! :)

2009-11-05T12:45:00.000+08:00

tired tired tired
or shd i say sianz sainz sainz
haix. today is working 2.30pm
dunno is work with who lahx
but doesnt matter. it's all the same
anyway, not getting any response from him
dunno is it his hp is switched off at thailand or his hp has no money le
i realli dunno. or is it myself finding excuses so tat i won't feel sad??
so now wat? haix. i realli dunno
just hope tat he'll contact me real soon.
tat's all. gonna slp for awhile before i prepare to go work
i have to stop thinking.

it's raining outside. will it be a better day for me??

2009-11-04T00:49:00.000+08:00

miss him
why?? is it bcos i dont see him
haix. but wat's he thinking. i realli dunno
tmr will be my off day
gonna rest!!!
today did some kitchen work
haha. quite fun. ah tan was working night
he taught me kitchen as well
haha. but thanks for his kfc dinner. :)
miss alot of ppl like cheryl they all.
dunno how are they le.
hope they are doing good. :)

tiredness is taking over me~~

2009-10-31T01:19:00.000+08:00

my heart is pain pain pain.
i miss him so much
tears keep rolling down
keep telling myself tat he'll be back in 1week le.
but my heart is still missing him so much
sometimes, i'm so angry of myself
dunno why i just cant be more independent.
i keep looking at my hp cos i scared he'll sms me and i didnt see
miss him lots
haix. hope he'll faster come back. wanna hug him so much.

ming, i miss u and i love you. :( cry cry.

2009-10-30T01:07:00.000+08:00

yoohoo!!!
blogging time again
i'm helping adelynn to put songs into her itouch and updating her things
but dunno why doesnt seems to work
is it gt something wrong?? i dunno!!

baobei just smsed me
haha. happy happy
he's happy there. hope he enjoy himself there
miss him lots and lots
i still love him very much!!!
tmr will be working 2.30pm
haha. work night again. but nt bad lahx
can wake up late ~

my heart is telling me tat i miss u badly. i need u by my side~~

2009-10-29T01:05:00.000+08:00

hihi to all readers!!
wanna blog before i go to bed
today ming left
he went back to his hometown bcos his sister's wedding
but he'll be back
tis is wat he promise me. and i believe him
and debbie flew back to her country
i tink so many ppl is leaving from me
sad sad sad.
i cant see ming for 9days
and i cant see debbie for 2months!!!
tat's so long lahx
dunno wat ming is doing now
hope he's fine
i think he's still in the bus

mary has moved out from my house
she's living at siglap now
but but but there's another cousin sleeping beside me too
haha. so many cousin around me lahx
but it's a girl hor.
and dad has already discharged from CDC
he's resting at home now
haha. glad tat he can rest at home cos he said tat he dun like to stay in hospital
yawn. tired
tis month i have to save save save!!!
sianz!!!

i miss you like crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i'm still deeply in love with you

2009-10-20T01:10:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey
so fan lahx..
but there's a gd news
dad is gg to be discharged soon
but only can discharge a few days nia
but better than nothing lahx
haha. i suppose he's quite happy bahx
but i'm gg to fetch him home from hospital
but the problem is tat he dunno which day he can discharge
haha. but he told me tat he'll give me a call when he discharge so tat i can fetch him home
haha. my dad so cute, right?? so i must keep looking at my hp so tat i won't miss any of his calls!!!

tmr is my off day
so tired and so sianz
tis week will be working night mostly
haha. except for saturday i work morning
other days are working night if i didnt see wrongly
tired ah.. tmr gg to acc my beloved. haha. :)
tired tired tired.

i hope u love me as much as i love you. :(

2009-10-15T01:16:00.000+08:00

will be working 2.30pm tmr
but before gg to work gonna go visit my dad first
mmm.. i tink i have to wake up at 10am bahx
alamak. so tired lahx
haha. but it's ok. at least i get to see my dad
this few days outlet nt very busy
is it bcos of the opening of those few outlets??
who knows.
sally told me tat she wan me to learn petty cash
haha. so happy to learn new things
hope to get to learn more bahx
so long nv sing k le
muiz ah muiz
nxt time i acc u sing k, ok?
and i will definitely reply ur msg and dun worry, k??
i won't forget u!!!
miss u lots, actually!!

tmr will be a better day!!! jiayou!!

2009-10-13T02:21:00.000+08:00

today is my off day!!
i went to visit dad and went to tampines to do eyelash touch up as well
dad's hospital is at mandalay road there
so it's abit far from tampines lahx
reach dad's there around 7pm. but i went with bro
dad say he's fine
but can hear him coughing and felt that he's still feeling weak
he told me tat he's bored there
so the nxt time i visit him, i'm gonna bring him the portable dvd so tat he can watch
and bring him some fruits and books too
haha. hope tat he won't feel bored when i bring these stuff there
yawn yawn
gonna slp now
tmr will be working 11am to 10.30pm
haha. it's counted a full day shift bahx
but i think tat i need money now. so as long as i gt ot to do jiu fine le.
so money, just come to me now!!! i need u!!!

i'm missing u lots. wat about u?? i love you.

2009-10-11T13:23:00.000+08:00

recently went to the hospital
dad has been admitted to the hospital
luckily sent him to the hospital in time if nt no one know wat will happen to him
but he has been in the hospital for 2weeks le
i think i shd spend more time with him le
he kept saying tat if we dun see him now, perhaps there's no other chance to see him le
he became so skinny
even more skinner than me le
he used to be smiling always and slightly plump
but now, he's lying on the bed
looking so restless
my heart ache when i see him like tat
but i promise tat i'll take good care of him
tis is the least i can do. he will recover some day. i believe
i think now i cant go out tat often le, cos i have to take care of him
i love my dad alot. truly
i'll cherish him and cherish the time with him as well

i love you, dad!!!

2009-10-08T01:09:00.000+08:00

yawn yawn yawn
so tired. wanna slp soon
missing him so badly
today is my off day
i went to orchard with mary just now
mary say she didnt know where is cineleisure
she's so cute, right??
haha. so i brought her there.
i think i must bring my cousin out often bahx.
actually planned to watch movie at cineleisure
wanted to watch phobia2
but we just missed the timing to watch
so we jiu didnt watch. :(
i saw tat fame is out. i want to go watch!!!
but maybe next time!! :)

didnt go debbie's house!!
haha. :) yawn yawn. want to slp le. tired
tmr will be working 1.30pm
he's having his off day tmr. sad
cant see him for 1day.
anyway, just hope tat everything will go fine!!!

loving you is the best part of my life!! i love you!!

2009-10-04T23:48:00.000+08:00

hihi
so tired but gonna sleep soon lahx
eyes are closing
just now went to eat nasi lemak lahx
mmm. went to eat at tanjong katong de punngol nasi lemak
haha. quite nice
it was a treat from a friend
thanks lots to tat friend!!!

yawn yawn.
keep on feel like sleeping lahx
tis week, my off day will be on wednesday
but might be going to debbie's house
her bday is coming as well
must get her a gift!!!
bcos she bought me something on my bday so i muz get her something as well
haha. but nt very sure wat she like. :)
so let see how it goes bahx
so tired. tmr is monday
i'm working from 11am to 6pm
haha. it's a mid shift
although it's only 7hr.
haix. no ot lahx. sad!!!

i'm loving you!! deeply~~

2009-09-26T02:35:00.001+08:00

yoyoyo
so sleepy
but wanna post a blog before i go to bed
today nth happen but just abit bored at work
just now mummy and daddy came to outlet
so they drank beer
after work, sally drank beer as well
and she gave me 1can of tiger beer
mmm. actually didnt like tiger beer tat much
but since she gave it to me, i jiu drink lohx. haha
but thanks anyway. :)
lolx. today is saturday lahx
i think it will be a busy day!!!
hope today nth goes wrong bahx
tonight i have to sweep and mop the floor lohx
tonight will be me, vanessa and sally do closing
i wonder will be who doing floor but most probably is me lahx
yawn yawn.. sleepy le.
better go bed le. if nt i have no energy to work
nite nite. :)

the love for u will never change bcos of their comments!!

2009-09-25T01:02:00.000+08:00

sometimes it's hard to think wat ppl are thinking about
but sometimes i just wanna have him by my side
i don't know wat's the problem when everybody thinks tat it's wrong to do that
or is it i'm too stupid to understand??
it's too complicated!!
sometimes i feel tat things are nt simple as u guys think
u all dun understand the situation jiu dun anyhow say lahx
u all dunno tat by saying some things, u might hurt tat person
although ppl might think tat i'm selfish but i feel tat i still wan to give the best to the person i love
aiya. anyway it's complicated
i noe tat u guys are concerned about me lahx
but somehow feels tat u all are thinking too much
but till now i still love him alot
i dun think anything can change the fact bahx
but still cherishes the friendship with u
dun wanna bcos of him, our friendship jiu no more or wat
i still treat u as my friend!!
sometimes it's hard to explain to u all about wat happened
onli myself noe wat's going on
and the words tat day u said is really hurting

i really love him alot

but how can u guys understand the pain i'm going through!!

2009-09-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

hihi all
today have been sleeping the whole day
dunno whether am i able to slp later
tmr will be working morning
but before gg to work, i have to go buy burger bun
hope i rmb to buy before i go work if nt i will kana k
haha. sianz. finally my IE is working, juz nw was nt working lohx
i'm gg to dl songs le.
i'm so bored today. bored without him
dunno why lahx. :(

saya rindu kamu.

2009-09-22T02:34:00.000+08:00

now now now
so tired and bored lahx
but still wanna update my blog
missed him so much.

i'm gg to update some of my pictures when i go out with shanna and xingyu.

last week went out with shanna and xingyu

it's been a long long time since i went out with them

it was fun lahx

so long nv meet them le.

this are the photos tat we took!!!

hope to go out with them again!!

miss them lots!!

love is in the air!! i love you!!

2009-09-22T01:46:00.000+08:00

this are the pictures tat i took at sentosa. still have alot but too tired to upload. haha. sry. :)

2009-09-14T00:03:00.000+08:00

today is not a good day
today i keep dropping thing when i work
i dunno why will like tat. haix. haix.
is it too long never work jiu will like tat??
alot of question marks on my head.

dunno why i feel tired and sianx when i go work
is it bcos there's someone tat i dun wan to see
or is it tat i just dun wan to hear any of their talking
sianx. today while waiting for my cousin at outlet
sally ask me who i am waiting for
i told her tat i'm waiting for my cousin
and u noe wat she told me!! she said tat the best is i wait for my cousin, if i'm waiting for ming jiu better get lost.
hey hey hey. i jiu feel wat the hell!!
she doesnt know anything, so the best is tat she dun give any comments
fuck lahx. super fucked up
so i was quite fucked up, i didnt continue to wait at outlet cos didnt wan to see her face
so i went to kitchen to say bye to sara and ming
she "HEY" me lohx
i jiu tell her i just say bye bye only, no nid so fierce
den i jiu leave the outlet le.
super crazy lahx
i know she's gd to me but pls lahx dun nid like tat de
she doesnt know how frustrating lohx
i juz dislike the way that when she doesnt know wat's gg on den she scold ppl lohx
although she might feel tat she's juz joking or wat but i dun think it's funny lohx
sianx lahx.

fucked up!!!

2009-09-11T14:58:00.001+08:00

hihi to all
HAPPY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

just received a call from sally
saying tat pao chern cant work on sunday
so i have to go back to help out
so so so i'm starting work on sunday. lolx
actually was having the whole week off
but it's ok to start work earlier
haha. cant wait to start work so tat i can see ....... !!!!

this few days i have been slightly tired
haha. let me tell you wat i've been doing
on tuesday, i had chalet at ECP to celebrate my bday.
didnt have much sleep on monday maybe it's too nervous or wat
but i know on tat day i drank too much
chiew fung and vaness was like crazy when they took care of me
haha, but i know wat happen when i was with my baobei
i really love him alot.
my love for him was like so much tat i dun even know why
but i'm happy with him now, tat's for sure!!
so on tuesday we check out for the chalet at around 10.45am
but chiew fung gt to work at 11am, so it's abit sry!!
i think i made her late for work and i tink she's surely very tired
and of course for my baobei as well.
i think he's very tired as well bcos he accompanied me the whole night. he only had a few hrs sleep
haix. haix. haix. everyone was so tired bcos of me!!!

so on wednesday, and tat is on 090909(my bday)
i was too tired bcos of the chalet
from the moment i reach home, i went to bed and kept sleeping
i woke up at around 5plus
mum cooked mee sua for me and she ordered pizza hut as well.
the mee sua was yummy
haha. tat was how my bday ended.
and tat was how 090909 past!!

on thursday(10/09/09) and tat was yesterday
the weather family went out to sentosa to celebrate janet's bday!!
but eventually some things happen which i dun understand why
jia yin left first without meeting us yet
although i felt tat alot of question mark was above my head
i though tat finally the five of us can finally go out as a whole group
cos whenever we having outing there will be one person missing
i though tat finally we have a weather outing without none of us missing
but it doesnt seem like tat.
but it's ok. there's still lots of time for us.
i believe one day the whole group will go out without any of us missing.
so tat day, me and aggy met first at 11am and we went ubi, singapore post and down town east
haha, so many places bahx.
we r able to go so many places are all thanks to the driver of the day(MR YANG GUO LIANG)
hope i didnt spell his name wrongly
we went to down town east to buy a bikini
it's around $35.50 for 1 bikini if i didnt rmb wrongly
so aggy and i bought one each
after tat we went aggy's home to change and went down to parkway to fetch ching qi
but it was around 3plus when we went to fetch ching qi
so we had to make our way down to bugis cos we had to buy balloons
we wrapped all the presents in guo liang's car
it's super hard to wrap lahx.
so we reach vivo around 4.30pm bahx
and we took a tram to sentosa, we walked to the beach and went to play water!!!
haha, we took alot of pictures there!
the pictures was all in aggy's camera
will upload the pictures when they finish editing
so around 8plus to went to eat burger king
after eating was around 10like tat, we went to the "balcony" or wat lahx to sit there while waiting for GL to come
and he fetch all of us home!! all thanks to the driver, we save alot of transportation fees!!! lolx
tat's wat we did at the sentosa!!

SHALL UPLOAD THE PICS FOR THE CHALET AND THE SENTOSA TRIP WHEN I RECEIVE IT!! :)

i shall cherish the time with you!!

2009-09-05T02:01:00.002+08:00

hihihi
it's going to be my bday soon
didnt have any mood for bday
until now i keeping thinking tat we still have chance to patch back
i noe tat my thinking is too too impossible
but i still hope tat will happen
actually open a chalet at east coast park
invited dome staff and friends
dunno how many will go lohx
smsed cherie and cheryl but till now they haven give me a answer. :(
hope they'll go lahx. take it as a gathering. :)

so so monday me and him gonna go suntec
he's gg to have his body checkup
so i accompany him. quite excited.
dunno wat to do on tat day. :) but i noe tat me and him gt nth to talk or wat
but still happy tat he asked me to acc him. :)

i still love him alot.
the amount tat i love him is so much tat whenever i see him, i keep telling myself tat i cant let him go.
wat shd i do??
miss him so much. :(

i wanna hold ur hand so much.

2009-08-28T01:03:00.003+08:00

hihihi
i'm single now.
it's still abit heartache to say that
but i only know tat i still wan to hold him alot
on the august 12,
he asked me whether can we be friends
but if i say no, are we still couples now??
dun dare to think so much now
just wanna focus in my job
but whenever i see his face, i cant stop to think of it
wat should i do??
i really hope to patch back with him
i noe tat he'll be afrais if i ask tat.
but can i try to patch back??
can i just have him by my side??
anyway, i dun feel like celebrating my bday le.
cos actually wanted ask him to celebrate my bday with him
but somethings happen tat i'm very disappointed in him so i think forget it lahx
but luckily aunty sally wanted to open chalet at east coast park to celebrate bday for me.
thanks thanks thanks
i'm very touched.
but hope tat everyone i noe will attend
tmr gotta see doctor.
appointment is at 10plus
so i plan to get my hair done after seeing the doctor.
haha. i'm gonna dye my hair super red
hahahahaha.
sianz. anyway i dun care about anything lahx
just live my life now.

although we have separated

but i'll keep u in my heart.

still love you alot.

2009-08-06T01:27:00.004+08:00

i'm so tired
so tired.
dunno why.
miss ming alot
cant stop thinking of him
sometimes i feel tat i'm so useless
feel tat i cant help him in many ways

my heart keeps telling me tat i cant give up on him
i realli cant.
or perhaps is he didnt even belong to me for even 1sec.
wat is the answer??
but i think even if we r not couple le, we can still be colleagues
tmr have to work.
i better slp le.
nite.

相信你只是怕伤害我

不是骗我很爱过谁会舍得

把我的梦摇醒了宣布幸福不会来了

2009-08-05T12:19:00.001+08:00

sianz sianz sianz
these few days very unlucky
dunno why lahx
i'm paranoid these few days
felt tat he doesnt concern about me and all those
but maybe is he dunno how to express himself or wat bahx
but nevermind, i believe one day he'll love me as much as i love him bahx

but now now i'm eating my chicken rice and drinking my grass jelly tat my mum bought for me
ytd night,
i didnt went home, i went to the hotel with adelynn and chiew fung
we chatted alot in the hotel
it was fun
it's a long time since i had girls talk
but although i didnt inform mum, i tink she's worried
but sometimes i tink tat she's over worried
maybe tat's how a mother would worry for her own kid or wat bahx
but it's ok le lahx

anyways,
i dun wan anything to happen between me and him
i love him so much
but sometimes adelynn is right, we r lacking of communication problem
i'm trying to do wat i can le
anyway, let time prove everything.
and ytd i dreamt of him, he was holding my hand.
it was a happy dream. i hope i would never wake up from tat dream.

tmr we r gg k box to celebrate adelynn, vaness and henny's bday
most of the staff r gg
like sally, yau ching, me, chiew fung, ah tan, ming, colin, pao chern and manjing
haha. i suppose it will be fun lahx.
but hopefully only. :)

i'm tired le.
dun wanna blog anymore.

我希望你是我独家的记忆
摆在心底不管别人说的多么难听
现在我拥有的事情
是你是给我一半的爱情
我喜欢你是我独家的记忆
谁也不行从我这个身体中拿走你
在我感情的封锁区
有关于你绝口不提没关系

i love you . :)

2009-08-02T01:36:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey
i'm back. actually already came back 2days ago
mmm. will be starting work tmr. but working nite lohx
by the way, wan to blog about the trip gg to hong kong
the weather there was hot hot hot.
but it's still acceptable at least nt as hot as malaysia
reached hong kong at around 10.30am like tat.
we took the jetstar flight there.
it's a budget airlines, the space of the seat is cramp lahx
i tink bcos it's budget. but it's ok lahx

so we took a bus to the hotel
the hotel room is nt bad, it's quite comfortable
so once we reach the hotel we placed our luggage and went shopping
but but but speaking of my luggage
the ppl there are so rough lahx
they make spoil my luggage lohx. lolx.
angry de lohx. grrrr.
so me and sally went to 女人街 for shopping
i feel tat the ppl there are quite rude tat made me had a bad impression of them
but the things there are quite cheap
so after tat we went to the 星光大道 to take a look
and there's beautiful scenes there. we took pictures as well
there's shopping malls at there so we continue shopping
me and sally shop till around 9plus
den we went for dinner we jiu head back to hotel to rest

so the nxt day, actually we wanted to go ocean park or either visit the buddha
we planned to wake up at around 8am
in the end, lazy me woke up at around 10
so we didnt went to the places tat we intend to
but we went to 中环 for shopping
there's alot of branded stuff lohx
i went to buy RALPH LAUREN de polo tee, COACH de wallet and PRADA de bag
and went to buy GUCCI de perfume as well
aunty sally bought a COACH wallet as well
haha. i tink i bought alot of things lohx
so i tink i spend alot alot of money there.
but finally i got my PRADA bag n COACH wallet
haha. so we went back after shopping.

so it's day 3
we went to disneyland
we took a train there, its quite a long distance
so we have to keep transfering train routes
but the weather on tat day was nt very gd
bcos it keeps rain and stop, rain and stop
so it's abit sad but it's ok, i played almost every of the game there.
the disney there is quite small actually
so didnt walked much though
at least i went to the place that i wanted to go
so we head back to hotel

nxt day, we went back to singapore
we took jetstar as well
so reach singapore around 2.30pm
tat's all about it.
tired le. yawn yawn.
missing him le.

so anyway i took alot of photos in hong kong.
but now i lazy to put cos dunno will finish uploading by wat time
so shall upload the photos another day.
gg to slp nw.
nite nite. &(^_^)&

i love u soooooooo.. :) muackx

2009-07-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

hihi
later will be going to hong kong with sally
haha, super happy and excited
but gt a feeling tat i forgot to bring something but can't rmb.
haha. anyway, i'm happy happy happy
i'm feeling abit scared cos tis is the first time i'm gg for holiday without my mum.
i sure will miss her bahx
anyways, i'm gg to hong kong to eat and buy lots of stuff
but i surely muz go disneyland. :)
miss ming alot.
i'm so unlucky, today is his off day lohx.
i didnt get to see him
sad lahx. will be sitting 6am plus de flight to hong kong
i muz wake up at around 4plus bahx
so will blog again when i come back. :)
bye bye.

i will miss u alot when i'm in hong kong. :)
ily..

2009-07-23T00:26:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo
so tired
haha. on tues went back to segamat with mary
went back to do my malaysia ic though it's lost for a long time
after tat went to have lunch and took train at 5.30pm
but mary went back to singapore and i went to jb to look for ming
haha. so went out with him n stayed at his house
nxt morning, we went back to singapore
tat's all. so tired. hardly slept at his place.
i tink i'm gg to slp now.
nite. :)

i love you. i'm sure. :)

2009-07-20T00:03:00.002+08:00

hihihi
gt a feeling tat i'm gonna fall sick
my throat is damn pain lahx
but tmr i'll be gg to malaysia with my cousin
lolx. hope wun kana stopped by the police or wat cos i have sore throat.
haha. wanna blog wat's happening these few days.

mmm.
today qi came to outlet to visit us.
haha. long time no see her le. she's still the same as noisy as last time
haha. but it's gd to see her.
and a few days ago, ah dar came outlet as well
haha. we chatted about her. she said she was gd. :)
missed her alot. but her visit was a surprise to me.

these few days have been thinking and thinking
i think i need a tour around
aunty sally said tat she wan to go hong kong
haha. she asked me along as well.
i'm still considering cos i have no money
but she said tat she can lend me first, how nice of her lahx
but i think i'll go hong kong bahx.
cos i longed to go hong kong.
and i wanna go to the disneyland at there.
haha. :) but see how it goes lahx

this week i'm having my off day on monday, tuesday, wed and thurs.
haha. but very unlucky of me, ming is having off day on fri lahx.
super sad de. grrr!!!
but it's ok. maybe i can try to get some time to visit him. lolx
nxt month so many ppl off day, i have to scrimp le. :)
so jiayou bahx.

missed u so much. :) love u lots lots

2009-07-16T13:29:00.002+08:00

lalala
it's blogging time again
but after blogging, i have to go n bath to go work
haha. today i'm working 2.30pm
so ltr have to go work
but feel like blogging.
sianz sianz sianz

today is baobei's off day
so bored without him around
he told me tat today he'll be gg to watch movie and play some games at a arcade.
haha. he's so cute lahx
but today is working with yau ching
haha. shd be quite fun working with him
anyway, ytd pei pei came to outlet to look for ming
long long time nv see her le
i tink she's looking for job
oh my gd. i'm gg to be late le.
so i gg to bath now
bye now
will blog some other time. :)

miss u. miss u. :)

2009-07-13T03:24:00.002+08:00

yawn yawn
look at the time now
my eyes are getting sleepy
but still wanna blog
lolx. today is my off day.
so ltr i can slp until i full.
but but but at around 11plus, i gt to wake up to go dome
cos on tuesday is yau ching's bday
so aunty sally wan me to go buy a bday cake to help him celebrate
haha. actually we bought him a bday gift le.
we bought him perfume. :) so cool lahx
but nxt month, there's 3person's bday in dome
so i muz save alot alot.
but me and aunty sally already plan of wat to get for them le
haha. so there will be k session to help them celebrate. :)
yawn yawn again.
tis month is my bro's bday
dunno wat to get for him sia. headache when think of it.
but maybe juz give cash bahx. lolx
i tink i better go slp bahx.
nite nite. :)

love is in the air.

maybe or definitely??

2009-07-09T14:51:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey
first i wanna say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY AGGY!!!
it's her 20th birthday today
haha.
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to aggy
happy birthday to u!!!

yesterday i went to meet aggy and yin for dinner
we went to sakae
and it was quite fun
haha. missed the days with them
so today we are gg for steamboat at bugis
lolx. i tink i'm gg to eat till my stomach burst
now i'm smsing rong kun. quite missed him
cos no matter wat happens we r still friends
heard some news about him, but till now i'm still wondering is it the truth
but no matter wat, i loved him once tat's for sure i noe
so i still wish him all the best lahx

oh my gd.
it's like 3pm le
i'm meeting aggy at 3.30pm
but i still have to go back dome to return vcd first
and i'm still nt prepared yet
i tink aggy will kill me for letting the birthday girl wait for me
lolx. so will blog another day.
maybe might post the pics tat we took ytd. :)

happy birthday to my best best friend, AGGY KOH!!! :)

2009-07-07T18:44:00.002+08:00

tis week my off day is on mon, tues, wed n thurs
today is tues
so i still have 2more day
after clearing these 2more days
i jiu have no more leave le
sad. but anyway, it's gd to take a break
lolx. tmr will be gg out with my weather family to celebrate aggy's bday.
haha. super long nv go out with them le.
miss them lots sia.
cant wait to meet up with them. :)
so now i'm gg out with my mum to have dinner.
so gonna blog other days. :)

my heart keeps telling me tat i'm missing u. :) ily

2009-07-05T12:21:00.002+08:00

hahaha
super bored but i'm gg to prepare for work le
today working 1.30pm
surely very busy de cos today sally off.
ytd my dad bought me a hp.
it's sony ericsson W980
dunno whether is it gd anot
but he used my hp plan to buy the hp for me
i tink if tis hp is nt gd, i have to wait for another 2yrs to change a better hp
haha. but better than nth lahx
at least i gt a new hp to use without spending money.
ytd baobei sms me lohx. i'm super happy
haha. so happy until i tink i keep smiling in my dreams bahx
i tink i have to stop crapping le.
if nt i'll be late for work. :)
anyway, hope to get to celebrate aggy's bday with her bahx.

i love u so much tat i cant stop thinking about u. :)

love u very very much.

2009-07-03T22:21:00.000+08:00

hihi ppl
back to blog again
today early early in the morning went NSC to see doctor
mmm. my appointment with the doctor was 9.40am
haha. so tired to wake up early in the morning
the doctor said tat i had skin sensitive.
but it's nt allergy to food but it's allergy to my sweat.
haha. at least i know tat it's nt allergy to food jiu can le.
i can eat in peace. :) lolx
after seeing the doctor, my mum n i went to old airport road to have lunch
i had herbal chicken and mum had wanton mee
so we went home after lunch
i went to take a nap and woke up for dinner. :)
so tmr will be working 1.30pm
but tmr will be closing at 10pm
yipee. so nxt time everyday closing de time will be 10pm.
:) happy sia.

HE CALLED ME. I'M SO HAPPY!!!

2009-07-02T21:12:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CHIEW FUNG!!

happy birthday to jong!!
hope she enjoyed the celebration tat we had with her
yesterday we went to K BOX
me and adelynn met at around 10plus
and soon after cheryl and cherie came along
due to chiew fung was working night
so she came with henny and colin, they reached at around 11.30pm
we started the singing session at around 10.45pm
so around 11.45pm, we sang birthday song for the birthday gal and we cut the cake as well.
haha. it's quite fun after all
me, adelynn and cheryl was singing the whole way lahx
adelynn was singing so many songs lahx
but i can see tat she enjoyed.
the most important is tat everybody is happy jiu can le.
onli henny, colin and chiew fung was quite quiet
haha. we left K BOX at around 5am bahx
henny and colin left first
so the five of us went for breakfast
at around 6am, we took a cab home
so so tired lahx. and today i slept till 6.30pm i caii wake up lohx
i felt like a pig for sleeping so long
but anyway, tmr i'm gg to NATIONAL SKIN CENTRE to see a doctor
hope i can get some medicine for my skin.. :)

hope everybody enjoyed themselves at K BOX. :)

missing him alot.. cant stop to love him.

2009-06-30T02:33:00.002+08:00

super tired.
juz finished making my bloggy stuff
haha. today changed new song
tank de song super nice but den abit emo lohx
tmr still have to stock take.
but tmr will be stock taking with vaness
haix. dunno have to stock take until wat time again
but anyway, it's gd to learn how to stock take
haha. although i noe how to stock take but i'm still nt very familiar.
tmr will be working 1230pm lohx.
i tink better go slp le. nite nite.

MY LOVE FOR U WILL NEVER END!! ILY.. :)

2009-06-29T01:50:00.004+08:00

juz gt back from movies

mmm. went movies with vanessa at downtown east de cathay

haha. actually we wanted to watch drag me to hell

but it happen tat the show was onli at afternoon

so we decided to watch I LOVE YOU, MAN.

it's a super funny show

almost laugh throughout the show

haha. i enjoyed watching the show

tis week, my off day will be on wed, thurs and fri.

will be gg to National Skin Centre tis fri to see a doc regarding my skin

so hope nth is wrong with me lahx

tmr will be working 230pm

super long nv work 230pm de shift le

haha. can slp longer. :)

vanessa and my movie ticket. :)

a super nice movie. :)

2009-06-27T01:21:00.003+08:00

here to update wat i've been doing for the last few days!!!

mmm..
went to bugis with my cousin to check out the new shopping mall on my off day
and been working non stop
super tired
tmr will be working 930am lohx
the new shopping mall at bugis is ok lahx
there's cinema inside
and lots of restaurant
haha. all are food, food and food. :)
it's nt bad lahx.
these few days have been working
no time to learn kitchen
but tmr is working morning so maybe can go in to learn.
haha. and today auntie sally cook pig trotters.
super nice. hope she'll cook again.. :)

me and my cousin at the mrt station.
can u see the mrt map behind us?? :) lolx

i love ming alot. dun wanna let him go.

2009-06-22T00:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

today went work at 9am
but but but ming was late for work, he was supposed to work at 8am
but he came at around 10am
my assistant manager(yao cheng) was super angry
cos he felt tat ming was very irresponsible by nt giving a call to say tat he's late
at tat time i felt abit sad cos yao cheng said tat he'll scold ming when he comes
haixx. i can understand why yao cheng is angry
bcos today is sunday and ming is the first kitchen staff and yao cheng dunno how to do kitchen
luckily luckily it's nt busy onli around 3tables
ah tan came at around 9.15am
but the crowd start to came in at 9.20am lohx
luckily there's ah tan with us
mmm. so it was quite busy..
i told yao cheng tat i nid to leave at 5pm cos i nid to have dinner with my dad
so around 4.15pm, yao cheng ask me to fold cutlery
it's damn lots of cutlery de lohx
i fold until like 5pm
and suddenly i tot of i haven do my ordering for foodservices
so i did ordering till like 5.30pm
mmm. after tat i left outlet and went home to bath to prepare to go out

at around 7pm, me and my bro took a cab and went to fetch my dad
we went to kitchener road to have pu tien restaurant
but around 5, i called pu tien to make reservation but when i gt there the queue is still damn long
so the poimnt is tat even if u made reservation is oso useless
cos it's very slow too
we waited around 1hr den we gt a table
we had a table for 7 cos i asked my aunt to join us as well
but the service is quite gd although the queue is long
so i paid the bill with my bro
the bill was $220. it was slightly ex.
after tat we took a cab home..
haha. tat's all for my father's day. :)
tmr will be working 1.30pm lohx
and tmr sally will be back. haha
miss her lots.

BAOBEI, I LOVE U!! :)

2009-06-20T22:49:00.002+08:00

wow wow wow
i came to update my rotting blog le.
haha. haven been updating for this 2days le.
mmm.. past few days met up with cheryl and cherie.
they came to look for me.
i'm so touched sia. and we chatted alot of stuff.
mmm. i missed them lots lots.
hope to get together again..
and this few days, i'm starting to learn kitchen stuff
ytd i went into the kitchen to cut onion lahx
it's super cool
i nv ever cut onion before
but it's quite interesting. lolx
and today i started to cook some pasta and sandwich
haha. although haven learn everything on the menu but i will keep learning de
so i muz preserve lohx. haha.
tis few days super busy. the crowd was like non stop lahx
haha. but tat means the outlet sales shd be nt bad lahx
tmr will be working at 9am lohx
haix. tired tired

i'm so happy to learn kitchen. :)

2009-06-17T23:31:00.002+08:00

today is busy busy day
haha. been working non stop..
tmr will be working morning with vanessa
haha. tmr is ming's off day.
will definitely miss him lots de
today i'm slightly jealous
dunno why..
but it's ok. i can get used to it.
but i still love him lots. :)

baobei baobei, i still love u lots!!!!

2009-06-14T23:44:00.002+08:00

yipee
tmr is my off day!!
so tired..
yawn yawn
but waiting for ming to sms me
he siad he'll sms me de..
dunno whether he'll bluff me anot
but i tink he's quite tired as well.
haha. today is so busy at outlet
i left the outlet at around 8plus.
haha. but realli very tired lohx.
luckily tmr is my off day so tat i can slp for all i want
but wat am i gg to do tmr lehx??
i'm still nt sure yet
but as usual, i'll go outlet to see my baobei
miss him lots lots

i love my baobei.. :)

2009-06-13T01:11:00.002+08:00

gonna update my blog abit if nt it's gg to rot
today is a troubled day
i was kana scolded for nth
or maybe is there is something i did wrong but i didnt realise
but watever lahx. i dun care wat she say anymore
i juz noe tat i juz do wat i shd do jiu can le
haix. haix. super ting ting de lohx
miss ming alot
but realise when i nid him by my side now but he's nt here
i dislike tat kind of feeling..
but somehow rong kun came to my mind
but didnt noe why.. maybe is bcos everytime when i have soething on my mind, i'll look for him bahx.
i better stop here
tmr working at 9am lohx
will be a busy day tmr..
JIAYOU!!!!!!

priscillia misses everyone in the outlet and her frenz!!

2009-06-12T00:23:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey
super super super long nv blog liao lohx
felt tat my whole blog is rotting..
haha.. but anyway i tink nobody will view my blog de lahx
but maybe will start to update my blog bahx
this few months have been working
mmm.. although have been promoted from full timer to assistant supervisor
but i still feel very tired
maybe is bcos as i get promoted my job gets more n more bahx.
now i'm so stress!!
miss cheryl and cherie they all, dunno how r they now
miss them lots!!

hope my friends will contact me!! :(

2009-03-29T23:49:00.002+08:00

here to update my blog
juz came back from work
so so tired and again i have so many troubles
till now den i realise tat even if u love a person 100%
but tat person might not even like u 20%
today adelynn told me alot of things tat made me feel tat i have been a fool all this while
but i'm realli thankful to her if nt i wouldnt have known so much
now i shall nt place anymore hopes thought i still love u alot
i cant imagine how deep is my love for you
but for sure is very very deep
it's too deep tat i can't even pull myself out of it

i noe tat there's alot of problem between us
but i'm realli trying very hard to pull our gap closer
everytime when u work night, i'll wait for u
cos i wan a moment for ourself
i try to find something tat we can talk about
so tat u wun feel bored with me
i try to find out wat u like to eat so tat i can buy for u
i try to find out where u like to go so tat i can go with u when we have the chance
i try to make u smile cos i hope tat u will feel happy with me
after all my trying, tis is all i get from you
i'm feeling so helpless
my tears keep dropping
dropping non stop

can i get 1more percent of ur love?

2009-03-25T00:05:00.003+08:00

hihi
nth to blog lohx
but still feel like blogging
cos nth to do
tmr i'm working morning
but the sad thing is tat ming is off tmr
haix. cant get to see him tmr
so sad lohx
but very soon, pay day is coming!!
so i gt money to use le
my bank account left 20bucks nia lohx
i'm so poor!!!
but nvm, i treat it as jian fei cos no money to eat!!
bored bored bored!!!
i tink i go watch my show bahx!
bye

i'll miss u very much!!

2009-03-20T23:48:00.002+08:00

today is a happy day
today i waited for ming to finish work
and actually wanted to acc him wait for his bus
but he said tat wan to acc me walk home
i'm super happy lohx and super touched
haha. hope tis happen everyday!!!
lolx. :) i'm so happy!!
tmr will be working 9am.
yawn yawn.. i muz get to slp le
nite nite!!

i'm loving you more and more!!! :)

2009-03-19T02:29:00.002+08:00

wow!!! now the time is 2plus lohx
and i'm still using the com
hehe. cos i juz finished watching the 花样男子!!!
it's super nice lohx
but i watch korean version de!!!
realli super super nice
ppl who r free can go watch ah!!!
lolx. tmr will be working 11am
haha. so i around 9.30 or 10 jiu muz wake up le
sianz. today ming nv call me!!
abit sad!! tmr is his off day
dunno wat he'll be doing!!
haix. cant see him for a day le
for the rest of the week, i'll be working morning lohx
although have to wake up early but at least i can stay inside the kitchen
cos ming will be working nite.. haha
hope he wun feel tat i very fan or wat bahx.. :)
yawn yawn. i getting tired le
i better go to bed.. nite nite.. :)

ily.. :) muackx!!