Saturday, November 12, 2011'♥
Decided to blog before I slp..
Or maybe I can't even get to slp..
Haix.. How should I start..
Me and xiao heng broke up le..
But until now my heart is still pain and I dun think it will recover..
He's the first first first guy that I open my heart to..
He's so different from the other guys that used to be with
But ever since we broke up, his attitude to me is totally different
He no longer care and concern about me..
He just nv talk to me anymore of his things..
Maybe he's starting to hate me le bahx
Haix.. I also dunno how to say..
Whenever I try to make him smile, he just ignore me..
Whenever I take one step forward to him, he take one step back.
Maybe he no longer love me anymore..
Until now, I still wan to try to patch things back..
But is it possible???
I love him deeply... Maybe I love him the wrong way.
He's always joking around with other staff but not me..
Which made me felt left out..
How long will my heart heal from this relationship???
I really dunno.. Dunno at all..
