Wednesday, October 5, 2011'♥
Today I'm very happy...
It's been so long since I'm so happy like today
Mmm.. Today he came to find me after I finish work..
It's totally so surprised.. I nv tot that he'll come to find me..
I'm so touched and so happy..
But I won't be greedy to hope so much that it will happen again..
Actually once in a while makes me cherish it more..
We went to eat char grill bar and I walked him to the bus stop
We chit chat abit and he told me that he dunno whether is he disappointed in me or in himself
He is disappointed in me Liao..
The first thinking in my head when he said that was is it he is disappointed in our relationship?? Is it he's thinking of breaking up with me??
Haix.. Somehow I'm losing confidence that I can keep him by my side..
Although I'm always smiling, it's bcos I dun wan him to feel bored..
Aiyo.. I dunno what I'm writing lahx.. Just hope for the better.. That's all..
I just hope to start a day and end a day with a smile..
