Friday, October 21, 2011'♥
Decided to blog before I slp today.
This seems to be the only place I can talk to..
Today is a bad day..
Me and xiao heng quarreled..
The reason to that is bcos of my injured leg..
It somehow starts to hurt badly and gets swollen..
I dunno the reason why but I think is bcos of the weather recently..
He keeps asking me to go home today but I didn't wan to go home and rest..
I know he's doing that out of good intention but I didn't wan him to be so tired..
And I dun wan to trouble others..
Maybe he didn't know what I'm thinking bahx..
But other than that, I tried to talk to him but he just said that he wan to go home
Haix.. Hard communicating..
Today I'm so tired.. Didn't went for break..
He didn't let me go break first before gg home
But it's ok lahx.. It's my fate.
Tmr doing full shift..
Just hope that my leg will be gd and let me pass my day smoothly..
That's all I ask for..
Gg to slp now.. Gd night, ppl..
Wish me luck tmr..
Wednesday, October 5, 2011'♥
Today I'm very happy...
It's been so long since I'm so happy like today
Mmm.. Today he came to find me after I finish work..
It's totally so surprised.. I nv tot that he'll come to find me..
I'm so touched and so happy..
But I won't be greedy to hope so much that it will happen again..
Actually once in a while makes me cherish it more..
We went to eat char grill bar and I walked him to the bus stop
We chit chat abit and he told me that he dunno whether is he disappointed in me or in himself
He is disappointed in me Liao..
The first thinking in my head when he said that was is it he is disappointed in our relationship?? Is it he's thinking of breaking up with me??
Haix.. Somehow I'm losing confidence that I can keep him by my side..
Although I'm always smiling, it's bcos I dun wan him to feel bored..
Aiyo.. I dunno what I'm writing lahx.. Just hope for the better.. That's all..
I just hope to start a day and end a day with a smile..
