Sunday, September 11, 2011'♥
Today is just a fucking fucking day..
A day that I just want to scream out loud..
So totally pissed off..
He is my bf, even if I'm angry with him I also can't bear to scold him
But somehow I feel that the feeling that we used to have has changed totally..
It feels that we have already finished the honeymoon period..
Haix.. He is always talking in a manner that he dun care anymore..
He talks sarcastically to me and he didn't even think about how I will feel after listening..
Everytime I wan to tell him how I feels but I scared that it will changes everything..
I'm in a pathetic state now..
Can't scold can't blackface can't say out the words that is already at my mouth..
I know that he is my superior and he's my bf but pls pls pls do not say that bcos u r my superior then u can't make decisions.. I know where my limits r.. He will nv know that how angry and pissed off I was when I heard all those words coming out from his mouth..
I really dunno what to do now..
I guess this is the only place I can say out what i'm feeling inside..
Haix.. Dunno how long this cold war is gg to last..
But just hope it will end ASAP..
Haix.. Not gg to say anymore.. I'm gg to hide inside my pillow and cry..
Cry until I tired then I'll slp..
