Tuesday, September 27, 2011'♥
Decided to blog before I slp..
Recently happened alot of things..
Things that made me feel terrible.
But I really want to go back to the past.. To the past when we r always smiling and joking around.. But now it seems hard..
He hardly smile.. I made his smile become 86..
It's all my fault.. I feel so guilty.
He keep saying that it's ok it's nothing between us..
But I really feel that the problem is there..
And it lies with me.. I didn't want things to turn out this way..
I feels that maybe is my attitude when it comes to work..
Haix.. Hard to change but I will change..
Change for the better.. Change for the future..
I'm so lost of confidence..
Can my relationship keep gg?? Or it will have a full stop???
How I wish I can have a hug...
How I wish when I cry there's someone to say it's ok..
How I wish I can slp tonight..
How I wish I could stop crying..
How I wish how I wish..