Tuesday, June 14, 2011'♥
today i'm in a gd mood
:) xiao heng came to outlet and my mood came back
maybe is bcos i miss him too much and i'm too paranoid..
i keep venting my anger at him
i feel guilty towards him when i have cooled down
he always make me have this kind of feeling.. the guilty feeling..
i hope i can change and hope he can endure bahx..
he wore the shirt that i bought for him
i'm really very happy that he's wearing it..
i was still worrying that he will throw it away lohx
:) happy (:
hey.. i know that u will be reading my blog..
so i want to tell u something
i love u lots and miss u lots..
thks for the endurance towards me
i know that sometimes i'm childish, unreasonable and lose my temper
but everytime after losing my temper or what, i really feel very guilty
i will start thinking that i didn't even think about how u feel..
which made me feel that i'm very selfish
i wanna say sry to u, i'm sry for being so bad towards u..
i shd spare a though for u..
although i dunno how long i will take to change my temper
i hope i will control it.. it's always my temper problem that makes me ttm
i'm always protecting myself not to get hurt in relationship
bcos u know about what happen btw me and ming and derrick, right??
but can i believe that u won't hurt me like the way they did??
can i??
dunno when u will see this post
mmm.. what shd i do for my off day??
cycling?? sleeping??
no idea at all.. i slp first
the moment i see words, i keep yawning..
next monday, me and xiao heng off tgt..
he promised me to go watch movie de..
dunno by then, he will still rmb anot..
lolxx.. aiya.. my eyes closing, my mouth keep opening to yawn le..
i want go slp le.. :)
night night..
i love him lots lots lots
hope our love last long.. :p
