today i'm feeling super tired everything seems to be not right for me i can't stop to ttm.. can't find someone to talk to.. nobody is answering my call but i myself also dunno what is wrong with me i feel insecure i dun feel happy i feel moody i just feel like listening to sad songs and cry..
i also appear happy infront of others.. but nobody know that inside me is a sad and totally unhappy pricillia sometimes when i need him by my side, i also dun dare to tell him i scared that i'm always tieing him down he said before that he needs some personal time alone actually whenever i want to look for him, i will think of him saying that.. haix.. i think i'm gg to break down.. this is the only space that i have to say my feelings..
i have to learn to be independent can't rely on him too much.. cos if i'm relying on him too much, when we break up i really will go crazy if only he is beside me now.. tonight is the night that i really feeling like crying non stop i feel like hugging him.. i miss him but i can't tell him that i miss him, he's not picking up the phone i start to feel insecure i feel so useless i hope i can use a penknife and cut my wrist now i want to get out of the world........... if only i can...................
tmr working 1.30pm.. hope i can have a happy day.. i wan to live happily, can i????
SKULL POSTED @ 12:59 AM
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