today i lose my temper to him for no reason haix.. although feeling guilty but when i see him laughing and being happy with other girls my heart had a heart break sound why is it happening?? is it bcos i'm too in love with him le.. he's a gd tempered guy and i dun wanna lose him but i can't do anything about my temper i tried to change but somehow it's too hard to control haix.. i just hope nth will change bahx..
i'm feeling so so so tired.. i worked from 10.30am to 10.30pm lohx my eyes keep on want to close but when i think that what is gg on between me and him, i just couldn't slp haix.. crazy me.. today didn't say gd night to him i feel so sad and heartbroken when i didn't say.. haix.. sometimes he just dunno that i'm sad he just dunno that i just need him to smile at me but i still love him i love his smell i love the way he always smile at me but how long can this last?? i wish it is for forever.. i wish..
today ah keng was scolding me about how i treated xiao heng he said i was too much i told him that bcos he was laughing happily with other colleagues but ah keng said i dun have to give xiao heng a cold shoulder haix.. i always have the guilty feeling i always regret getting angry with u i always regret saying things out that i didn't mean to say i always do the wrong things that made u unhappy aiyo.. stupid me to keep doing wrong things anyway, i hope tmr will be a better day i miss his hugs alot how i wish i can hug him now or even listen to his voice.. but he's sleeping now.. so i think it's impossible.. so nevermind. gd night, my xiao heng.. this is my gd night to u..
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