Thursday, November 26, 2009'♥
ouch!! whole body aching lohx
pain lahx. tmr is public holiday.
dunno whether will busy anot.
haix. i'll be working night, so i can wake up late.
haha. but wanna buy breakfast eat tmr.
feel like eating mac de breakfast
oh my gd lahx. i think i have been putting on weight!!
i dun wan to become fat
help help help~~
ur smile to me makes my day colourful!! i love ya. :)
SKULL POSTED @ 10:54 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009'♥
i'm so tired
so so tired
today work 10.30am to 10.30pm
tmr also working 10.30am to 10.30pm
but luckily i having my off day on wednesday
my baobei having his off day tmr lohx
sad. cant see him tmr. haix
so i'm gonna wait for him on wednesday so tat i can see him
hahaha. my eyes are shutting down but i wanna watch finish my show lahx
today at outlet so sianz lohx
sianz sianz sianz
haha. i dunno wat to write le.
my mind is blank. i just know tat i want to slp le
so gd nite lahx
i'm so emotionally and physically tired!!!
SKULL POSTED @ 1:11 AM
Sunday, November 22, 2009'♥
today someone taught me tat everyone has a mask on their face
and why do everyone need a mask on their face??
i realli dunno is it bcos with a mask on their face, they can easily hurt a person's feeling without even thinking?
i realli dunno!! and who can i find the answer from??
i dun understand the things tat u wan to tell me
i dun understand wat's wrong to be friends with adelynn
i dun understand why u can say all those words to me
or is it i hear wrongly?? just wat is the problem??
i dun give a damn whether u are angry anot
but i just feel tat i work so hard for the company and this is wat i get in the end
i'm starting to give up
i might go and find a better job
now i know why the ppl who started out at this outlet will leave le
i realli understand
and all of them leave with a broken heart, a heart tat has already given up on DOME
although my dream is to be a manager but i dun think tat DOME is the only FNB company
i'm still young. i can have many chances
so let me think about it.
today i learnt tat how scary is dome ppl
i'm realli disappointed. i'll treat all of u as my colleagues only
other than working hours, we are just strangers!!
but for baobei, i realli dunno. i cant bear to leave him there.
i heard too much rumors about him.
my assistant manager told me tat he's the one who told her everything tat happen to adelynn
so i dunno whether i shd continue to believe him anot
wat shd i do?? my mind is so confused
but the feelings for him is still there.
i dun wanna think too much. i feel tat everyone there is so fake
haix. so just let nature take its course.
disappointed in the ppl there.
SKULL POSTED @ 1:38 AM
Saturday, November 21, 2009'♥
aiyo. so tired lahx
i just finish watching all my drama. haha. and just finish eating
so full and so tired.
feel like sleeping lohx
but heard from ppl say tat if u slp once u finish eating will grow fat easily
haha. i scared i will grow fat sia.
haix. today nt so gd. been easily frustrated this few days.
i just dun understand why he just believe other ppl de words so easily
why he just cant believe me??
after all i have done for him, but tis is wat i get from him
in the end, i didnt get his trustness.
he just dunno how sad i am to hear when he said tat someone told me tat i was holding hand in the kitchen with ah tan
i realli didnt do anything unfaithful to him
i just hope tat he wun hear any of the rubbish tat others tell him
haix. but watever lahx
i'm starting to give up this guy who has so little trust in me
maybe this is the way tat i'll give up on u.
so keep up the gd work. continue to give me the cold shoulder
i'll slowly give up on u. i bet i will.
so anyway, perhaps gg to give adelynn a farewell party on sunday
might be gg to tampines de popeye.
haha. but still cant confirm who's gg.
so we'll see about it. :)
last few days, i chat with rong kun on msn.
heard from him tat he went for a surgery
it's a lung surgery lohx
i was freaking shocked when he said lohx
haha. but he said tat he's ok le.
so anyway, just takecare of urself
i dun wanna see anything happen to u. anyway, miss u lots too.
tmr will be working 1.30pm
haha. can wake up late tmr.
pls dun give me a cold shoulder when i talk to u
pls dun let my love turn into hatred
pls dun say tat u dun trust me at all
pls pls pls..........................
SKULL POSTED @ 12:36 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009'♥
yawn yawn
haha. just finished playing my facebook de game
but gg to bed le. :)
so tired. tmr working 10.30am to 10.30pm lohx
today i bought a christmas cd but it's damn bored lahx
the cd is nt nice at all
i regret buying. almost everyone in the outlet want to slp when they listen lohx
haix. i has bad taste lohx. sad
but nvm. i went to search at my house whether gt christmas cd
i found only 1 christmas cd.
haha. gonna bring to outlet tmr.
hope this cd will be better than the other one.
tired tired tired.
i want to slp le.
nite nite. :)
all i want for christmas is YOU!!!!! TAN CHUN MING
SKULL POSTED @ 1:38 AM
Thursday, November 19, 2009'♥
my off days are up
tmr have to start work
at least i know tat i have spend my off days happily
haha, i'm all fully charged to start working
this few days, i've been happy
monday, i went to find baobei
tuesday, i went to find mary and went to sing k with her and tiger they all
but thanks to the 3 guys who helped us pay for the k and the food
was happy gg out with them
actually the place tat we go sing is called cash studio
we went to the outlet at bedok
i sang many many songs!!! so so long nv go sing song le lohx.
so i sang like crazy tat day. haha.
nxt time i'm gonna sing k with my muiz muiz.
it's quite fun actually. so might go out with them again on another day
on wednesday, i spend my time at home
haha. cos it's raining outside so i didnt want to get myself wet in the rain
actually planned to go find cheryl
but afraid tat when i go ion, she will not be around jiu didnt went le.
haha, tmr will be working 12.30pm if i didnt see wrong
i have to be very focus in work
felt tat sally has high hopes on me so i cant disappoint her.
although it's quite stress!!!
jiayou, priscillia chai!!
miss my baobei, he's having his off day tmr. sad lahx
tmr have to wake up 10.30am
i have to leave home early cos i got to go buy staples bullets for outlet and a christmas cd
haha. christmas is coming. quite excited
but tat means a brand new year is coming, :)
hope nxt yr is a better yr. i gonna watch my show before i go to bed.
bye!!! :)
my life would suck without u!! :)
SKULL POSTED @ 1:38 AM
Tuesday, November 17, 2009'♥
just reached home.
yawn yawn
went out the whole night.
haha. but going to tampines later to find mary ho!!
i'm gonna touch up my eyelash
feels tat my eyelash is dropping down le.
tsk. don't like tat feeling.
i'm meeting mary at 4.30pm
so i'm gonna take a nap first.
yawn yawn. hopefully i can wake up later
i'm still have 1more day.
haha. i'm thinking of how to spend my off day.
how shd i spend?? perhaps go find cheryl.
or maybe go find muiz muiz or aggy
let me think first. hahahahahaha.
i like being hugged by u. i love you. :)
SKULL POSTED @ 1:37 PM
Monday, November 16, 2009'♥
hihi to all
today we decorated the outlet due to christmas is coming
remember tat last yr was cheryl they all decorate de
but tis yr is sally, me, vanessa and adelynn they all decorate
didnt expect tat just 1yr can change so many things lahx
abit sad lohx
have been thinking of how to decorate lohx
i think until my head wan to burst liao
so so so tired lahx
i'm gg to have a 3day break.
haha. nid a break. if nt dunno when i will faint while working
here are some pictures while decorating!!!
TO MISS OONG YING YING,
I TRIED TO CROP TAT PIC LE. BUT SOMEHOW LOOKS AWKWARD!!
HAHA. BUT AT LEAST WE TOOK SOME PICTURES
I'LL MISS U!! :)
SKULL POSTED @ 1:13 AM
Friday, November 13, 2009'♥
woke up at around 8.30am today
went to bath but felt tat my stomach was nt feeling very gd
so i tot maybe is i'm hungry or wat
i went out at around 9.45 in the morning.
went to eunos to meet muiz they all
haha. so we head down to the peranakan museum
was quite interesting to know more about the babas and the nyonya
i saw many jewellery and costumes of the peranakans
and it was fun
quite memorable!!!!
but heard from muiz tat there was a stamp museum nearby
haix. was a pity tat cant go and take a look
but it's ok. nxt time perhaps!!
actually wanted to go sing k box with muiz
but didnt expect tat i'll come mense cos it shd be on the 16 caii come
but it came earlier!! i hate it!! GRRR!!
muiz, so sorry!!
i promised u tat we'll go sing k de
but i didnt expect tat i'll come
it's just tat the pain was so pain tat i keep sweating and felt dizzy!
i'm sorry, i promise u tat we'll go sing nxt time
but dun worry, i'll go after i finish my mense, ok??
dun angry!! :( i'm such a lousy sister lahx. haix.
so i went home to rest and received a call from baobei
haha. i'm happy, of cos!!
i asked him why he called. he said he miss me. dunno real anot!!
he was heading for a movie. he's gg to watch 2012, i think.
haha. anyway, miss him lots
actually wanted to go find him. but too pain. so i cant. :( sad
anyway, gg to see him tmr.
i believe everything is gg to be fine, right?? :)
i just cant stop loving you. ily!!
SKULL POSTED @ 10:42 PM
'♥
back to blog again
tmr is my off day
but i'm having the same off day as baobei
but this few days he's very awkward
he just dun talk
i dunno why also
he's very cold towards me
is it bcos he dun love me anymore??
perhaps i shouldn't think too far
so just let it be.
but at least when i sms him, he gt reply
and today he smiled at me lohx
haha. tat's something i shd be happy. hahahaha.
but anyway,
tmr i'll be gg out with muiz they all
muiz ask me to go visit wat peranakan museum
haha. sounds interesting.
so i'm meeting her tmr with xingyu and joanna they all
i'm nt meeting baobei tmr cos he nv ask me out. so bad lohx
haix. wateva. i'm meeting muiz at 10am
so i better slp early so tat i can wake up tmr. gd nite. :)
i still love you no matter wat..
SKULL POSTED @ 12:17 AM
Friday, November 6, 2009'♥
smsed him good night ytd
but was wondering whether will he reply anot
bcos i smsed him a few times but there was no response from him
but but but he replied ytd night
haha. was happy!! i think i even smile in my dream
tmr he'll be coming back to work
he's working the night shift
same as me!! but but me and him will be working with sally
haix. that's something sad lahx
but it's ok. at least we still have alot of time together.
tat's wat i know. haha.
with u by my side, i'm not afraid of anything!!! :)
SKULL POSTED @ 11:10 AM
Thursday, November 5, 2009'♥
tired tired tired
or shd i say sianz sainz sainz
haix. today is working 2.30pm
dunno is work with who lahx
but doesnt matter. it's all the same
anyway, not getting any response from him
dunno is it his hp is switched off at thailand or his hp has no money le
i realli dunno. or is it myself finding excuses so tat i won't feel sad??
so now wat? haix. i realli dunno
just hope tat he'll contact me real soon.
tat's all. gonna slp for awhile before i prepare to go work
i have to stop thinking.
it's raining outside. will it be a better day for me??
SKULL POSTED @ 12:45 PM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009'♥
miss him
why?? is it bcos i dont see him
haix. but wat's he thinking. i realli dunno
tmr will be my off day
gonna rest!!!
today did some kitchen work
haha. quite fun. ah tan was working night
he taught me kitchen as well
haha. but thanks for his kfc dinner. :)
miss alot of ppl like cheryl they all.
dunno how are they le.
hope they are doing good. :)
tiredness is taking over me~~
SKULL POSTED @ 12:49 AM
