A Story of a Lazy Star!

Friday, August 28, 2009'♥

hihihi
i'm single now.
it's still abit heartache to say that
but i only know tat i still wan to hold him alot
on the august 12,
he asked me whether can we be friends
but if i say no, are we still couples now??
dun dare to think so much now
just wanna focus in my job
but whenever i see his face, i cant stop to think of it
wat should i do??
i really hope to patch back with him
i noe tat he'll be afrais if i ask tat.
but can i try to patch back??
can i just have him by my side??
anyway, i dun feel like celebrating my bday le.
cos actually wanted ask him to celebrate my bday with him
but somethings happen tat i'm very disappointed in him so i think forget it lahx
but luckily aunty sally wanted to open chalet at east coast park to celebrate bday for me.
thanks thanks thanks
i'm very touched.
but hope tat everyone i noe will attend
tmr gotta see doctor.
appointment is at 10plus
so i plan to get my hair done after seeing the doctor.
haha. i'm gonna dye my hair super red
hahahahaha.
sianz. anyway i dun care about anything lahx
just live my life now.

although we have separated

but i'll keep u in my heart.

still love you alot.

SKULL POSTED @ 1:03 AM

Thursday, August 6, 2009'♥

i'm so tired
so tired.
dunno why.
miss ming alot
cant stop thinking of him
sometimes i feel tat i'm so useless
feel tat i cant help him in many ways

my heart keeps telling me tat i cant give up on him
i realli cant.
or perhaps is he didnt even belong to me for even 1sec.
wat is the answer??
but i think even if we r not couple le, we can still be colleagues
tmr have to work.
i better slp le.
nite.

相信你只是怕伤害我

不是骗我很爱过谁会舍得

把我的梦摇醒了宣布幸福不会来了

SKULL POSTED @ 1:27 AM

Wednesday, August 5, 2009'♥

sianz sianz sianz
these few days very unlucky
dunno why lahx
i'm paranoid these few days
felt tat he doesnt concern about me and all those
but maybe is he dunno how to express himself or wat bahx
but nevermind, i believe one day he'll love me as much as i love him bahx

but now now i'm eating my chicken rice and drinking my grass jelly tat my mum bought for me
ytd night,
i didnt went home, i went to the hotel with adelynn and chiew fung
we chatted alot in the hotel
it was fun
it's a long time since i had girls talk
but although i didnt inform mum, i tink she's worried
but sometimes i tink tat she's over worried
maybe tat's how a mother would worry for her own kid or wat bahx
but it's ok le lahx

anyways,
i dun wan anything to happen between me and him
i love him so much
but sometimes adelynn is right, we r lacking of communication problem
i'm trying to do wat i can le
anyway, let time prove everything.
and ytd i dreamt of him, he was holding my hand.
it was a happy dream. i hope i would never wake up from tat dream.

tmr we r gg k box to celebrate adelynn, vaness and henny's bday
most of the staff r gg
like sally, yau ching, me, chiew fung, ah tan, ming, colin, pao chern and manjing
haha. i suppose it will be fun lahx.
but hopefully only. :)

i'm tired le.
dun wanna blog anymore.

我希望你是我独家的记忆
摆在心底不管别人说的多么难听
现在我拥有的事情
是你是给我一半的爱情
我喜欢你是我独家的记忆
谁也不行从我这个身体中拿走你
在我感情的封锁区
有关于你绝口不提没关系

i love you . :)

SKULL POSTED @ 12:19 PM

Sunday, August 2, 2009'♥

hey hey hey
i'm back. actually already came back 2days ago
mmm. will be starting work tmr. but working nite lohx
by the way, wan to blog about the trip gg to hong kong
the weather there was hot hot hot.
but it's still acceptable at least nt as hot as malaysia
reached hong kong at around 10.30am like tat.
we took the jetstar flight there.
it's a budget airlines, the space of the seat is cramp lahx
i tink bcos it's budget. but it's ok lahx

so we took a bus to the hotel
the hotel room is nt bad, it's quite comfortable
so once we reach the hotel we placed our luggage and went shopping
but but but speaking of my luggage
the ppl there are so rough lahx
they make spoil my luggage lohx. lolx.
angry de lohx. grrrr.
so me and sally went to 女人街 for shopping
i feel tat the ppl there are quite rude tat made me had a bad impression of them
but the things there are quite cheap
so after tat we went to the 星光大道 to take a look
and there's beautiful scenes there. we took pictures as well
there's shopping malls at there so we continue shopping
me and sally shop till around 9plus
den we went for dinner we jiu head back to hotel to rest

so the nxt day, actually we wanted to go ocean park or either visit the buddha
we planned to wake up at around 8am
in the end, lazy me woke up at around 10
so we didnt went to the places tat we intend to
but we went to 中环 for shopping
there's alot of branded stuff lohx
i went to buy RALPH LAUREN de polo tee, COACH de wallet and PRADA de bag
and went to buy GUCCI de perfume as well
aunty sally bought a COACH wallet as well
haha. i tink i bought alot of things lohx
so i tink i spend alot alot of money there.
but finally i got my PRADA bag n COACH wallet
haha. so we went back after shopping.

so it's day 3
we went to disneyland
we took a train there, its quite a long distance
so we have to keep transfering train routes
but the weather on tat day was nt very gd
bcos it keeps rain and stop, rain and stop
so it's abit sad but it's ok, i played almost every of the game there.
the disney there is quite small actually
so didnt walked much though
at least i went to the place that i wanted to go
so we head back to hotel

nxt day, we went back to singapore
we took jetstar as well
so reach singapore around 2.30pm
tat's all about it.
tired le. yawn yawn.
missing him le.

so anyway i took alot of photos in hong kong.
but now i lazy to put cos dunno will finish uploading by wat time
so shall upload the photos another day.
gg to slp nw.
nite nite. &(^_^)&

i love u soooooooo.. :) muackx

SKULL POSTED @ 1:36 AM