Sunday, March 29, 2009'♥
here to update my blogjuz came back from workso so tired and again i have so many troublestill now den i realise tat even if u love a person 100%but tat person might not even like u 20%today adelynn told me alot of things tat made me feel tat i have been a fool all this whilebut i'm realli thankful to her if nt i wouldnt have known so muchnow i shall nt place anymore hopes thought i still love u aloti cant imagine how deep is my love for youbut for sure is very very deepit's too deep tat i can't even pull myself out of iti noe tat there's alot of problem between usbut i'm realli trying very hard to pull our gap closereverytime when u work night, i'll wait for ucos i wan a moment for ourselfi try to find something tat we can talk aboutso tat u wun feel bored with mei try to find out wat u like to eat so tat i can buy for ui try to find out where u like to go so tat i can go with u when we have the chancei try to make u smile cos i hope tat u will feel happy with meafter all my trying, tis is all i get from youi'm feeling so helplessmy tears keep droppingdropping non stopcan i get 1more percent of ur love?
Wednesday, March 25, 2009'♥
hihi
nth to blog lohx
but still feel like blogging
cos nth to do
tmr i'm working morning
but the sad thing is tat ming is off tmr
haix. cant get to see him tmr
so sad lohx
but very soon, pay day is coming!!
so i gt money to use le
my bank account left 20bucks nia lohx
i'm so poor!!!
but nvm, i treat it as jian fei cos no money to eat!!
bored bored bored!!!
i tink i go watch my show bahx!
byei'll miss u very much!!
Friday, March 20, 2009'♥
today is a happy daytoday i waited for ming to finish workand actually wanted to acc him wait for his busbut he said tat wan to acc me walk homei'm super happy lohx and super touchedhaha. hope tis happen everyday!!!lolx. :) i'm so happy!!tmr will be working 9am.yawn yawn.. i muz get to slp lenite nite!!i'm loving you more and more!!! :)
Thursday, March 19, 2009'♥
wow!!! now the time is 2plus lohxand i'm still using the comhehe. cos i juz finished watching the 花样男子!!!it's super nice lohxbut i watch korean version de!!!realli super super niceppl who r free can go watch ah!!!lolx. tmr will be working 11amhaha. so i around 9.30 or 10 jiu muz wake up lesianz. today ming nv call me!! abit sad!! tmr is his off daydunno wat he'll be doing!!haix. cant see him for a day lefor the rest of the week, i'll be working morning lohxalthough have to wake up early but at least i can stay inside the kitchen cos ming will be working nite.. hahahope he wun feel tat i very fan or wat bahx.. :)yawn yawn. i getting tired lei better go to bed.. nite nite.. :)ily.. :) muackx!!
Wednesday, March 18, 2009'♥
today talked to ming on the phonealthough i felt tat nth to talk to him but my heart still feel very happymaybe is bcos i can hear his voice i jiu satisfied lebut tmr will be working leso i can see his face le. so so happytmr will be working from 1230 to closing lohxbut tmr ming is working morning..haix. but everytime work with him, he wun wait for me lohxalthough he said tat he have to back malaysia but i still feel sad whenever he walk awaycos even a few minute he oso wun wait for meso sad.. but it's ok. i can understand denow the only thing tat i hope is tat both of us will stay happy and hope he wun leave me alone!!!but am i thinking too much?? maybe bahxlolx.. nite nite.. :)
TAN CHUN MING,
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
Monday, March 16, 2009'♥
OH MY GOD!!i'm so bored at hometotally nth to do lohxmmm.. keep looking at the computer but dunno wat to do lohxhaha. but i keep missing someonesometimes dunno wat to do lohxdunno whether will he be happy when he see me ant or wat lohxhaix. haix. haix.today is my off daybut tmr is my off day toobut ppl is off day go outbut me is off day stay at home the whole day lohxsuper no life!!!!I'M SO BORED!!!i miss u so much!!
Tuesday, March 10, 2009'♥
I asked her to stayBut she wouldn't listenShe left before I had the chance to sayOhThe words that would mendThe things that were brokenBut now it's far too late, she's gone awayEvery night you cry yourself to sleepThinking "Why does this happen to me?Why does every moment have to be so hard?"Hard to believe thatIt's not over tonightJust give me one more chance to make it rightI may not make it through the nightI won't go home without youThe taste of her breath, I'll never get overAnd the noises that she made kept me awakeOhThe weight of things that remain unspokenBuilt up so much it crushed us everydayEvery night you cry yourself to sleepThinking "Why does this happen to me?Why does every moment have to be so hard?"Hard to believe thatIt's not over tonightJust give me one more chance to make it rightI may not make it through the nightI won't go home without youIt's not over tonightJust give me one more chance to make it rightI may not make it through the nightI won't go home without youOf all the things I felt I've never really showedPerhaps the worst is that I ever let yougoShould not ever let you go, oh oh ohIt's not over tonightJust give me one more chance to make it rightI may not make it through the nightI won't go home without youIt's not over tonightJust give me one more chance to make it rightI may not make it through the nightI won't go home without you, ohhAnd I won't go home without youAnd I won't go home without youAnd I won't go home without youHey Oong Ying Ying, dun say tat i nv help you find hor!!!!hehe.. :)miss him lots!!!
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i have been at home for ytd and todaycos it's my off daybut i've nth to do. so i keep staying at homehaix. but my off day i nv go outlet see ming lohxsurprising, right??cos sally is at outlet, i dun dare to go outlet as well..haha.. mmm..tis week de off day jiu gg to no more le.have to wait till nxt week caii got off day again haix. gonna work hard tis week by selling member bahxlolx. miss ming lots dunno wat he's doing lohxi'm missing you.
ily.. :)
Sunday, March 8, 2009'♥
time to blog againhaha, i'm so happycos we r finally tgti am very xin fu now bcos i get to see him everydayand although sally dislike relationship between workbut i'll try to keep a secret from herand i'll work hard everyday. lolxoutlet is nt very busy todayso so bored lohxi keep yawning when i'm workinghaha. maybe is bcos i'm tired le bahxso i'm gg to slp now..nite nite..i realli love you alot.. muackx
Wednesday, March 4, 2009'♥
so boringhave been very very fan tis few dayscos my mum decided to sell away her shopand she's looking for a job nowso so worried about her tat she's cant get use to the life.so now i have to work hard to earn moneyhaix. dunno where is ming nowfeel like telling him but will he understand?mmm.. shd i be with him but will he understand my situation now?i tink he's oso very sad nw cos he juz lose a friendboth of us r very vexed now bahxdunno whether shd i tell him how i feel towards himso so fan ahgg to get some slp nowtmr working at 10am lohxafter working might be gg tampines with peanuti wanna get something for mingnite nitemy feeling towards u will nv change.. :)
