Saturday, February 28, 2009'♥
i'm SINGLE lebut me and ah kun is still friendsi tink both of us remain as friends is the best way for us bahxbut everything will be ok de.until now i haven slp yethaha. cos i'm watching my show.super nice. tmr i'm working 9 lohxdunno can wake up anotso i'm gg to watch my show jiu go slp le.nite nite
i'm missing you!!!
Tuesday, February 24, 2009'♥
OH MY GOD!!!it's 3plus nowbut i haven gone to bed yetmmm. maybe is cant get to slp bahxtoday went to check friendsterfound out tat ah kun's friendster dun have my picor shd i say tat he changed my pic le??haix. i dunno lehxis tis counted tat we have already break up?tis few days, he sms me but i seldom reply cos workingbut does he noe wat i'm hinting to him??i'm starting to miss ming again.dunno he slp le mahxtmr i'll be working 230pm lohxso no nid to wake up so earlybut working with sally, saunders and ming againyawn. starting to feel tired le..i shd go slp le..nite nite. :)am i counted as single??
can i be with you??
Monday, February 23, 2009'♥
today super busy lohxhehe. but still can manage.lately, i have been thinking how i shd tell ming about how i feelbut i'm realli scared tat he'll push me awayi dun wanna get hurtbut i realli feel like telling him whenever i see himtoday peanut told me tat if i wan to tell him how i feel shd faster tell himmmm.. at tat moment i felt tat, is it he's gg to give up le.once i think of it, i realli feel very sad n feel like cryinghaix. but i dunno wat i shd do cos i haven tell ah kun yetmmm.. i tink i realli like ming alot bahxwhenever i see him, i feel like hugging himwhenever i break time n he haven eat yet, i wan to buy food for himand whenever he say things to make me angry, i'll feel like cryingi tink watever he say or do now realli means alot to meand he's the motivation to make me go work everydayi realli dun feel like giving up on himi realli like him alot.but can he nt give up on me?haix. feel like hugging him nw.everytime i have the urge to go malaysia to find himand tell him tat i realli like u alottmr will be working at 230pmbut will be working with sally, saunders and minganyway, hope tmr will be a happy day bahxcan i hug you?
can i say ILY to you??
but will u push me away???
Saturday, February 21, 2009'♥
juz finished bathing and juz came back from work lohxeveryday is a tired dayytd went to k box with my friends!!yipee!! sang alot of songs. i sing until i no voice lohxi reach k box at around 12plus n we sing until 6 lohxtired but had alot of fun..today at outlet is so busy lohxwork non stop but at night quite quiethaha. so tired.nth to blog le.. :) bye
wat can i do to make u understand tat ILY!!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009'♥
someone help me bahxthings r getting complicated lethough i noe how he feels nowbut i dunno how to handle the situation nowthe only thing now is tat hope he'll hold on longerbut i tink he cant bahxhaix.. if someone is beside me jiu hao lei noe i'm very selfish nwbut the thing is tat i feel tat my heart is slowly gg over to his sidethough he did nt have much education but i really dun mindand sometimes i dunno whether the things tat he said is true anothaix. i noe if i wan to be with him, there's alot of things tat i have to considerthings like he's living in jb ah and alot morehaix. i tink juz let things turn out to be the way it shd behope everything will realli turn out well..these few days cant even slp wellcos keep thinking of the relationship stuffhaix.. haix.. i think i'm realli falling deeperbut if it happens tat he's juz playing, pls stop! dun give me fake hope..and i'm starting to think of him againi shouldnt be like tis, rite??wat can i do to make me feel lesser pain?i'm falling deeper
my heart keeps thinking of you
Monday, February 16, 2009'♥
this few days been very fanhaix.. been fan about everythingespecially relationship problems!!dunno wat to do nowand i oso dunno he wan wat from mei juz wanna tell him everything but i scared tat he'll get hurt againdun wanna hurt him againwat shd i do!!! someone give me a solution bahx!!about work, has been quite stressed but i'm nt as stressed as adelynni tink she's gg crazy le bahx bcos of ordering n lots of stuffso i'll juz try to see wat help she need den jiu help her bahxhaix.. today is my off day lohxbut den i'm stayed at home the whole dayactually wanted to go outlet to see ming de..but scared he wun talk to me lohxaiyo. so fan ah..tmr will be working morningso i tink have to wake up early againbut once i tink tat i can see him in outlet, i jiu wake up lebut wat's happening to me!!i really dunno wat's wrong with me..i juz hope to see him everyday nia..aiya.. dun update le.. i dunno wat i'm doingdun wanna think too much lahxwat shd i do!!!
Wednesday, February 11, 2009'♥
blogging time!!has nt been blogging these few daysquite tired of workingsally came to be our outlet de manager lei was quite happy but still missed the ppl who used to work hereand adelynn came back to help out toobut happy to have hersally changed alot of things in the outleti noe she changed the things is bcos she wan everything to be neatbut i'm abit nt used to itbut dun worry, slowly i'll get use to it lethese few days, customers have been asking me where is cheryl and joei told them tat they r nt working here lethey was quite shockedand i miss them alot tooi tink all the regular customers miss them toohaix.. but everything will get betteri wonder how they r doingi dun dare to contact cheryl cos i'm afraid she'll feel tat i'm fanhope she's doing fine with cheriei miss her lots cos she's the one who always encourage me when i'm downbut i tink there wun be anyone like her to encourage me le bahxtmr is my off daywill be gg to malaysia with my mumcos i nid to do my malaysia ICmy mum have been bothering me to do the IC for a long time so tmr i'm gg to get it donetmr i have to wake up 6amso i tink i better slp early bahxnite nite.. :)
i miss u guys alot!!
Friday, February 6, 2009'♥
hi all
haven been updating my blog for a long time
been very very tired and stress lately
haix.. i dunno how to explain everything
but i juz wanna say or maybe the only thing tat i can say now is tat
i really will miss all of u in the outlet
although u ppl might have some misunderstanding about me
but i really nid this job and i'm nt siding them
and they r my superior, i can onli do wat they ask me to do in order to keep tis job
i really juz wanna continue having tis job so tat i can have the income to give my mum
i need this income
i'm sry if i let u all felt tat i'm betraying u all..
sry.. but i still hope tat we'll keep in contact.. :)
i'll miss all of u..
